Because Of You.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you

Shooze, now we get to play with "stocks" online :D I forgot the website, I guess I will never understand how the stock market works but LOL, I can ask daddy for help :D I think he's good at that kind of thing, yea? :D

During Financial Literacy lessons, the whole class trying to do the rotating pen thingy can! Our class is so cool! And now, we're trying to do what some guy did by blowing into this hands and then lifting his fingers up and down and he blew 'Candle In The Wind' out. Cool huh. And Terence has like at least 20 chrysanthemum bottles underneath is table, and he was putting them into the CIP designing box, box and I saw Yongsheng and Deborah's tables filled with drink bottles! LOL! So weird can! Our class does weird stuff together and yea, PEARL HARBOUR ATTACK :D
And we like to burn paper without using lighters y'know :D :D Then our class smells so smoky and even 3G can smell it. LOL.

HOHO, hopefully we can get our class shirts next week :D And yea, Wed is an off day for us :D So means we don't have to go to school but yea, I'll be going for tuition on that day I guess =( Sigh..
I can't go on Monday or Tuesday because Monday is CCA day and I have gym on tuesday and after school must stay back to help decorate the classroom and stuff =)

I lost my tuition timing slip ._.

I shall skip or something my way through Napfa 2.4 -_- Running is too tiring. I can die on the second round.. Not talking about 6 rounds. Running around the track sucks ok, I miss the only year when we ran at ECP and it didn't felt like 2.4km, I think I ran for like 17 minutes but seriously, it felt less than that. Now I feel like a hamster running round and round a wheel. Sigh

:)

-hops