It's the happiness inside that you're feeling.
Oh man, I got so worried when my internet connection started to play tricks on me and I couldn't use the internet at all and now the problem is solved!

I slept like really late last night (Actually, it wasn't really late, if you compared to the times, whereby I slept at 3.30 - 4am), talking to Shikai. Yea, he's very nice to talk to. LOL. Hahaha, 3 pratas, for dinner and that fills up only 1/8 of his stomach -_-? Hahaha. Oh wells, so nobody woke me up this morning and by the time I woke up, it was like 9.30am. 1 hour later than the usual time.

IT'S SZEYUEN, SWEEYAN, TERENCE (AND KEITH)'S BIRTHDAY! LOL
I smsed the 2 SYs and apparently, Sweeyan's reply is scaring the shit out of me. Yes, Sweeyan, if you're reading this, your reply is erm... Weird? I think you were still in LalaLand when you replied me. Oh wells.

Getting taught by my mum seriously can kill all of my braincells. That explains my stupidity. I was so pissed in the morning, getting scolded and everything that I was doing maths problems and tearing my paper away in anger. I was damn damn damn angry lor, I wanted to like do my own things in the morning and she had to disturb me and upset my beautiful not-so-sunny Sunday morning.

Well, so in the afternoon, Bro followed me to the mrt to fetch Charlene, Justin and the rest because it was supposedly raining before that, so he wanted to help me carry umbrellas (Actually it was for another purpose). Yea and when we went to the car to take more umbrellas, it stopped raining, so I got really !@#$ at myself for bringing huge stupid looking umbrellas down. At the MRT, Justin and Charlene had already arrived. And yea, Justin was like asking me to try the drink he bought.. So I drank, and I was like,"NICE WHAT!" And apparently, he doesn't like it because of the seeds inside. He bought like grape ice-blended. LOL. Charlene was like saying, there were still seeds stuck in her mouth. Hahaha, it's quite nice actually but kind of a hassle to be chewing on bitter seeds when you're like supposed to be enjoying your drink -_-

So yea, actually for project, we didn't really do much, it was Mengran doing all the typing while the rest of us were like pigging and potatoeing. HAHAHA. Then Shikai came, to pass Justin his stuff and he's not in our project group. HAHAHA. Oh wells, so went to MRT to fetch him and yea, we saw this couple doing godknowswhat on the bench -_- Hahaha, damn retarded. The couple looked supersuper wrong can! Like, zzz.

After some sort of an interaction with everyone, I found out some stuff about my class. I never realised how fortunate and lucky I had always been all this while and I've never really learnt how to appreciate what's given to me. It's time, I should really, slow down, and think about what are the meaningful stuff that I've really done, for the past 15 living years. Have I been productive? Have I been letting my parents feel proud of a product that was created by them? Probably no.

Yea oh wells, so apparently Justin and Mengran were rolling about everywhere, and everything. Justin eye was kinda sore and I told him how his eyes look like Singapore/Indonesian flag. One side red one side white. And HAHAHA, I tell you, playing Pepsi-cola with Justin makes me laugh until I wanna die. Is damn funny lor, got weird feeling one. Because it's like he play is damn different from others? His whole hand will be like moving then it will be like super ticklish then is like I laughed until my hand will like detach away because it's seriously kinda ticklish. HAHAHA. I won him once! HEHE!

Hahaha, somehow, Justin kept going to the toilet to pee. Around 5 times. And he didn't really drink anything at all lor! And Mengran was like hogging my computer, typing in his stupid chinese morse code, some cheem shit with a girl whose DN made everyone of us laugh our shit out, because her dn was SALANGHAEYO. Hahaha, ok, Yokeming was super evil -_- He was telling Mengran to tell the friend to change to SARANGHAEYO but apparently, her email is like salanghaeyo, so no use. HAHAHA -_-

We were like watching Hanna Montana and The Suite Life of Zack & Cody and yea, I finally know how to pronounce the name 'Miley Cyrus', if I even spelt it correctly. :D Hehehe, I like that Lily girl in the show! And yea, Cody is damn cute lah! :D HEHEHEHE! So much cuter than Zack.

Hehe, so we kind of like slacked the whole day, blasting music and everything and yea, we all had dinner together and Shikai and Justin have like huge stomachs. Both of them bought a bowl of fishball noodles and a plate of carrot cake. LOL? My bowl of fishball noodles was already so filling, don't see how they can finish another plate of carrot cake but they're called guys for a reason..

Ok, my stomach hurts like crap now because I think I ate a lot. I keep stuffing myself with food and I'm bound to grow into some fat idiot soon! :(

When you thought you were once someone's everything
You then realise that you were actually nothing at all


I seem to realise how similar we both are now, the way we do everything. Our characters are too similar and it's starting to make me see what I really am.. I don't wanna be like that. The way we do everything is just to similar and I don't want to be like you.

I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you