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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing.
You cut me open and IKeep bleeding, Keep, keep bleeding, love Oh man, I was like rushing through Geog term paper yesterday and it wasted all my bloody time. I was so tempted to blog yet I didn't. So I was trying to concentrate on my Geog paper and in the end, I was dozing off while doing. I played 'Speeding Cars', so that the high notes would keep me awake. No effect. Played some Avril Lavigne song, no effect. So I played lullaby, 'Tears' by X Japan, made me want to sleep even more. I couldn't take it anymore ok! Gymnastic days always wear me out so much so that in the evening, I'm already half-dead, and plus, I did that stupid paper from 8-11.30, wanted to die so badly that I couldn't help but talked to Shikai online, which perked me up. But he influenced me to not do my paper, so I just stopped and we got a one day extension. LOL. Well anyway, for once, during Chem lab lesson, I finally know how bad ammonia smells like. Every time when my experiments are supposed to produce Ammonia, I don't smell it at all. Until yesterday, the smell was so overwhelming and choking that it made me wanna die. Grah. So horrible! -pinches nose- For Physics experiment, we don't even know what the hell we're doing. I seriously don't understand the recent experiments at all -_- And so, Wenzhong was using the metre rule and he banged on my calculator! He was like chopping don't know what like that -_- Hahahaha, instead of being released early, we were released late ._. Geeez. Anyway, gym lesson was super fun. Adele came! :D And my hot favourite gymnast came (Seriously, I don't know whether it's him or his brother but I'm quite sure is him!) Yea, and I was like staring at him doing his routines and coach stared at me -_- Ok, shit. Is it that obvious? I kind of like, I don't know, IDOLISE him? Well, the way he does his routines are really cool what! I mean like, all gymnasts are really cool actually :D Never fail to grab my attention when they do something so duper difficult! :D :D :D Anyway, we had our LA Film test in LT2. It was like a mass test. Earlier in the morning, Mengran was talking to Mr Lim, through the phone and the way he talked, was like super rude can. MR: Are you in school now?? Where got student talk to teacher in this manner! Mr Lim may not exactly be a DHS teacher but still, it's like so z. So yea, I think I'm so gonna fail it. I look at the length of MR's answers, then look at mine, and I'm like telling myself, he write so duper long is because his handwriting isn't as squeezy and small as mine. It's alright!!!!! Ah wells, and don't know how Justin dropped his pen on the floor -_- Aiyah, I think my answers are super different from the rest. The length and everything. GRAHHHH! :( Don't wanna talk about it anymore. It's quite ok actually, just that I feel there's nothing much to write about. (THAT'S MY OPINION, MAYBE IT'S JUST ME BEING STUPID OR SOMETHING) Anyway, I'm kind of worried, now that people are starting to worry about receiving letters and getting called up by the school.. People from our class has already been called up. I'm so duper afraid that I might just be the next one. Maybe I failed 2 subjects and they're sending me a letter telling my parents all of my grades because maths is counted as double weightage? Apparently, I've never passed any of my Maths quizzes or tests. Pop quiz 1 2/10 CT 1 2 half/12 Pop quiz 2 3 half/16 But, I passed my CT 2! :D I was desperately trying to write workings, to pass, even if it's just marginal. I just want to pass!!!! And I did it! :D I shall do better! :) Well, for P.E., we did SBJ and I jumped like 180cm. Ok, I don't know if it's good or bad, because I forgot what was my last year's score. Hopefully I've improved :D! I love SBJ. Well, we ran 4 rounds today. I hate running lahhhh! I wonder why do we even have the damn 2.4km run. It's killing almost every single cell that's working in my body! :@ :@ :@ For P.C., we touched the topic of Cyber Bullying. I know it's bad, but I've done bad stuff before. And a lot in fact, if you read my previous blog. Really bad ok! The way I blogged previously and now, is really different. Last time, you can see all kind of vulgarities, Hokkien & English, everything also have, is like every 2 sentences, sure have one bad word come out. And I'll like curse everyone (Not say everyone, but if you provoke me, you get it) around me. Yea, it was really bad ok. So I'm trying to be super nice now -_- And yea, I don't really use bad words now (I'm a good girl ^^V) but I will just say it out sometimes, when something just shocks me and everything. Yea, I was supposed to go with Maureen to watch the basketballers crucial match against Catholic High today but in the end, I arranged piano lessons with teacher so I made a decision to give the match a miss. I could have told my teacher I couldn't make it, but I guess, I decided that I shouldn't be going for the match anyway. I'm kinda stressed up now. Is like, grrr, everything's pressurizing me! But I'm a super strong girl so even if you use some hard rock to knock my head and I bleed, I make sure I fart a 10,000,000x stronger smelly human gas right into your face and make you faint for 10,000,000 years. I was thinking, what would you do, if you had to become a guy? Seriously I wouldn't mind :D Reasons (From a guys' perspective but written by me :D) 1. We need not worry about monthly relative visits that would upset us and spoil our moods because they suck horrendously and also, we do not need to carry another human on us, like a haversack for 9 months. All we need to do is to shoot sperms at the girl (Not so easy lah, how explicit you want) and then taadaa, the girl does all the shit job after that. 2. We can go topless and we can stare at females' boobs (Maybe kind of rude) but girls staring at another girl's boobs is weird. 3. NS is probably not as bad and tough as you think. It's probably fun (Exclude all that shit running and pumping). :D :D We get to experience team bonding and tekan-ing the new batch of guys when we go back to help. 4. We can gay publicly (Not real lah) and it's amusing and entertaining but not disgusting 5. We will normally win girls in competitions (Acting, singing, dancing) because the female population is larger, and females tend to vote for males, so higher chance of winning 6. We have a higher chance of being the President or Prime Minister because normally it's guys taking all these positions but girls have the ability too! :D 7. In NS, we don't worry about having to look stupid because everyone looks stupid together, if they even think that they look stupid. :D :D Oh wells, there's a longer list I guess, but some are quite pervertic and well, I'm off to watch Ah Wang and continue with my term paper. Sunshine and love be with you, In rainy days I shall be with you, Love is no fool, Dreams come true. The whole world is doing the same thing, ads and eyecandies. Have you ever wondered what's wrong with you? You've never really know the reason why. And you're also screwing up my life, and I hate it. I want to be nice but I'm just trying super hard to accept everything. Sigh, you probably won't understand the anguish that others are feeling. Everything's just about you. That's why you will never understand why I did certain stuff |
