He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.




溢れる涙から生まれる雪の結晶
次から次へと生まれて消えてゆく
一瞬の輝きに賭けた人生
もう言い殘すこと堅く口閉ざした

沈黙の中で押し寄せる感情が凍リつうてく
白く汚れを知らない雪だからこそ
はかなく消えていった
白汚汚れを知らない雪たからこそ
傷つきやすかった

靜かに忍びとる終わリの時に傷かず
無邪気にはしゃいだ時はだた過ぎてく
小さな吐息が白い跡を殘して

閉ざされた世界に立ちすくみ
冷えきったその手は
もうどんなぬくもリも感じないと
凍りついてく

白く汚れを知らない雪だからこそ
はかなく消えていった
白く汚れを知らない雪たからこそ
傷つきやすかった
生まれたことの意味も知らずに
消えてゆく存在に誰もきづかずぬ
人の笑いに押しつぶされて
孤独と手を結んだあの子は最期.. 笑ってた

白く汚れを知らない雪だからこそ
はかなく消えていった
白く汚れを知らない雪たからこそ
傷つきやすかった
降り積もる雪たちは
あなたの生きた証さえも殘さす白くしてゆく
降り積もる雪たちは
あなたの生きた証さえも殘さす白くしてゆく

白く汚れれを知らない雪だからこそ
はかなく消えていった
白く汚れを知らない雪たからこそ
傷つきやすかった

遠く聞こえるあの子の声 白い雪の足跡



I must blog this before I collapse on the bed from fatigue!

I woke up at like 6.30AM this morning!! And I was rushing to school all the way and when I reached school, I kept thinking it was 9AM already and that I woke up 1 hour late but apparently, I didn't. We've completed the combined item and yea, going to complete the level dance soon. I look so horrible. Can't stand the way I dance, it's just, so weird.

And then rushed all the way to Kembangan, expected myself to be super late and everything should be waiting for me and guess what?

I reached Kembangan at 2.01PM and I was the first one there -_- The rest were later than me. HAHAHA. What the hell. So yea, Tess was going to arrive late so Justin, Charlene and I went to 7-11 to buy some food. By the time Shikai came, we walked to some road and Justin's mum fetched us to his house, it was like 2.45PM.

JUSTIN'S DOG IS SO DAMN CUTE LAH!!! (Sorry Deborah, but his dog is really cuter than yours -o-)

Yea, is like, she sees people coming then she'll approach them and she licked my leg. LOL :D

And we had lunch!
So the table was like filled with a lot of food O_O And Shikai said,"Justin, did you tell your mum that 30 people would be coming today?" There were like 1 plate of broccolis with carrots, 2 packets of duck, 1 plate of fries and 2 plates of sweet sour fish. And yea, we didn't really touch the food -_- And hmm, so we started working on the poster, finding images and everything!

Tess came and actually, we kinda like slacked a lot. Justin and Shikai were like playing dotA -_- And it was Charlene who was drawing everything :/ Well, but I did type out some stuff to add into the written section and uh, find images :/

And yea, Justin's house's toilet is super creepy -_- When I wanted to go toilet, he was like telling me to switch on the lights. So I replied,"But so bright, no need lah." So he said,"You don't want also can." Then I opened the toilet door and the toilet was so dark -_- Seriously need toilet lights or you might just die in the toilet. Damn scary :O :O And some more the flush was spoilt so must flush in the certain way then can flush away all the business that came out -_-

And yea, I'm so smart can! I guessed the spelling of his dog! :D

It's not Buddy, it's BUDEE :D :D

SUPER CUTE LAHHHHH :D :D WOOHOO :D





SHE POSED FOR ME LEHHH! I WAS LIKE HOLDING CAMERA FACING HER AND SHE TURN AROUND AND LOOKED INTO THE CAMERA :D :D (TWICE SOME MORE :D)
*PICTURES DON'T REALLY DO HER JUSTICE THOUGH :(*





I kept stroking the dog and when I kept stroking at the chest area, I asked,"Do dogs have breasts?" HAHAHA, apparently, it's like 2 lumps of bone at the chest area :/

Justin's mum is super friendly can. She kept asking his brothers to introduce themselves to us -_- So when I was like waiting for Charlene outside the toilet (Since she needed help with the flushing), the mum was like introducing James to me and I was like,"HAHAHA, I KNOW HE'S JAMES BECAUSE I SAW HIS FRIENDSTER PROFILE." -_-

And I kept laughing like mad for some reason. Probably because the toilet flush was super problematic -_-

And yea, we played basketball since Justin has got like the hoop thingy. And today, I could shoot balls into the hoop! :D I shot many balls over into the neighbour's house and twice, it banged on their glass window -_- And Justin would use 2 bamboo poles to retrieve the ball. It's like using gigantic chopsticks to pick up a gigantic fishball. And Shikai accidentally hit the ball onto nehneh again. He was like,"Did it hit your nehneh? I saw it brush across your nehnehs." (I can't exactly remember the conversation but something like that) Thank god it wasn't as horrible as yesterday's power ball by Janson -_-

So we played when the sky was bright until the sky was super dark. See how dark it was, which explains the super bad quality of the images and video.








Teresa chasing after Shikai for ball.








The ball dropped at neighbour's house! -_-




Who's that white person?

Apparently, Justin wore white for everything today because I said he camouflaged well with the dark yesterday. So now he's super white.



Basketball at Justin's house (Shikai VS Teresa)

Ok so yea, after dinner, we continued to work on our poster and was watching 'Congo' and yea, apparently all the gorillas reminded me of Kajun. 1 gorilla = 1 Kajun. Many gorillas = many Kajuns -_- Ok I'm so evil but yea, people call him gorilla mah -_-

Well, finally we got our slogan done :) By the time we completed what we wanted to, it was 10+PM -_- And the whole place was so dark :O

So yea, Justin's mum fetched us to the MRT and yea, trained home with Shikai. He's damn poor thing -_- I took from Kembangan to Kallang. He leh, must take till City Hall, go Dhoby Gaut, change, go Serangoon then can reach home -_-

Well, it's a super fun day anyway!

And apparently, Justin said that I was the first one to say that he looks the best among his brothers. It's true what! He say, many people think James look better. But then, yea, I think Justin looks better though he's super slow in almost everything (Because he says he always think before he speak, so his response time is like at least 5 seconds long) but basketball.

YAY TO BASKETBALL! SHALL PLAY MORE AND GROW TALLER!!! :D

And I suffer bad bruises from dance X_X




The right leg one's super huge and bad -_- It looks like those kind, of sprained ankles, that kind of colours X_X


Justin thinks Pamela Anderson is chio -_-