Let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find.
I'm exhausted -o-!

The minute I got home, I started eating then played a bit of PSP and almost fell asleep while playing Audition Portable and yea mum came home, I pretended to sleep and in less than a minute, I ended up sleeping for 2 hours -_-

No need to sleep later in the night..

I don't know what to blog for today! Hahaha, all I'm thinking is about holidays! June holidays! One whole month, to rest, catch up with homework (If I can even do it) then start mugging, seriously. Hahaha, oh wells, sounds kinda far-fetched.

Hehe, kind of like went home with Tianli today, but it was more of like meeting her at the MRT and stuff and she was going to Chinatown, so we were talking :D Hehe, I think talking to her is good, I'm practising my Chinese speaking skills! :D Well, sometimes I wonder how can someone be so nice :/

I have been regretting about stuff that I did or have been doing.. (Not in any order but the last is probably the one that I regretted the most)

1 Should have been single all along :/ (Singlehood rocks my balls)
2 Should have cried like a tuckfard 2 years ago so that my parents can't do anything and then I might just still be in AHS but coming to think of it, DHS is kinda fun, when you don't think about it's academic pressures (Life's kinda sucky here X_X)
3 Should have worked harder for Piano Practical Grade 8 (Seriously, failing by 5 marks is just so dumb, you waste 300+ bucks and then you have to retake, it's not like Grade 7 whereby you can just skip and go on to the next grade..)
4 Should not have gone for cheap stuff and bought that KO One VCD from ______ (TS is always the best choice? Your cds don't come in weird packaging at least. Zz)
5 Should not have place those damned Hello Kitties in my cupboard (Now, I don't know where to place them, I feel like throwing them out of my room)
6 Should not have been playful and used some crazy thing to shave my then "hairless" legs and arms (Resulted in ugly hairy arms and legs now. Zzz. Last time was totally no hair no nothing, now there is. GRRRRR)
7 Should have joined choir? (I don't know, EDS' kinda fun actually but I miss choir life. Badly)
8 Should not have been so vulgar and violent (Look at those times when I blurt out a bad word every few minutes and when I punched those people around me in primary school. Like SY in his head, Kelvin in his nose. Zz) Hey, actually being chorlor's kinda cool :D
9 Should have been a worse bitch (Hehe, I like bitching, too bad :) At least I don't go and twist facts, I speak the truth, isn't it?)
10 CUTTING AND LAYERING MY SUPER DUPER LONG HAIR WHEN I WAS P5/6 AND THEN AFTER THAT FIRST LAYERING, MY DUPER NICE STRAIGHT SMOOTH HAIR START TO HAVE CURLS AND THEN NOW IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT. IF I DIDN'T CUT, MY HAIR WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPER SUPER LONG NOW, PROBABLY COVERING MY ASS.
(I WANT MY LONG PRETTY HAIR BACK :O -ROARRRRRR)

Sometimes, when teachers go like, you need foundation, even if you get all As, you still might not be able to go to the school that you want to. So means like, you don't get all As, you're a goner in this society? What they say scares the shit out of me. Actually, I do have an idea of what I want to do in the future. I know what kind of ambition that I want to venture out to but I don't have the chances.

People tell me that I should be a model since young, like primary school? Yea, I don't mind but I don't want to wear other people's clothes. I want to be a fashion designer, design my own clothes and wear it, show it to other people out there. I have quite a few ideas in mind, but because I know nothing about sewing and everything, I don't know whether those ideas will work.

If I can't be a fashion designer, I don't mind being an interior designer. Designing a place, like the one you've always been dreaming for, it's the perfect house/room that you've always wanted, someone helps you to realise that dream. Isn't that so awesome and cool? :)

Better still, I might just want to be a make-up artist and help others do make-up. Make-up is art too :D It's like painting and drawing, just that it's on the skin :D

Ever wondered how the 3 words 'SKETCH OF LOVE' came about? Well, at least I was inspired in some sense. My love for designing and art. I've always felt that my future job will be something that is artsy-fartsy and not something that's plus multiply subtract divide, algebra, graphs, and what nots. And when Huiying gave me a birthday present last year, which was a sketchbook and a colour pencil set, I was really happy. It was a meaningful gift, that contained my dreams. It got me really inspired and I went online to study about fashion sketches, how to draw them, because my drawing skills just suck like shit? 'Sketch of love' talks about you sketching out something you love, it can be a person, an animal, something that can't be seen, heard or smelt, but it can be felt in your heart, right in within.

Alright, back to wonderland, I'm really tired and I just want to hit the bed.

What are dreams? Things that are far from reality and from our reach?






I wanna cry,I wanna cry
直到你明白
我的全世界停在, tonight
I wanna try,I wanna try
有没有未来
不准谁遗忘变坏, tonight