Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy.
If I've become used to the loneliness, I'll use the moonlight.

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哀しみの向こう岸に
微笑みがあるというよ

哀しみの向こう岸に
微笑みがあるというよ
たどり着くその先には
何が僕らを待ってる?

逃げるためじゃなく 夢追うために
旅に出たはずさ 遠い夏のあの日

明日さえ見えたなら ため息もないけど
流れに逆らう舟のように
今は 前へ 進め

苦しみの尽きた場所に
幸せが待つというよ
僕はまだ探している
季節はずれの向日葵

こぶし握りしめ 朝日を待てば
赤い爪あとに 涙 キラリ 落ちる

孤独にも慣れたなら
月明かり頼りに
羽根なき翼で飛び立とう
もっと 前へ 進め

雨雲が切れたなら
濡れた道 かがやく
闇だけが教えてくれる
強い 強い 光
強く 前へ 進め


They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness
What awaits us when we arrive there?

When I started on this journey on that far away summer day
It was supposed to be to chase my dreams, not to run away

If I could only see tomorrow, there'd be no more sighs
Like a boat struggling against the flow
Right now I've got to keep going

They say happiness awaits at the end of pain
I'm still searching for an out-of-season sunflower

With my hands balled into fists, I wait for the dawn
With red fingernail marks and shining tears falling

If I've become used to the loneliness, I'll use the moonlight
And fly with featherless wings
I've got to keep going further

If the rain clouds have parted, the wet road will be shining
Only the darkness can teach us
About the strong, strong light
I've got to keep going stronger

I feel really bad lah. Man, I should have been the bad person and just ignored you, now I'm really afraid of some stuff. I'm afraid some stuff that I don't wish for to happen might just happen. I hope everything turns out well :(

I think I'm feeling really happy about receiving a letter that I'm sending to myself next year! :D

HEHEHE. IT'S SO EXCITING! TO BE ABLE TO RECEIVE A LETTER FROM YOURSELF! AND EVERYTHING IS LIKE WRITTEN IN CAPS. THERE'S A HEART IN IT SOME MORE :D HEHEHE. AND ON THE ENVELOPE, I ADDED A SMALL LITTLE STICKER SOMEMORE!

MY ENVELOPE READS:

PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL
(IF YOU READ, I'LL SMACK YOUR ASS)

-MY ADDRESS-

IF UNDELIVERED, PLEASE SEND IT TO -MY ADDRESS ONCE AGAIN-

LOL -_-

16APRIL2008


The letter will be sent to myself next year some more. I want to see the postman's reaction while he delivers that letter! HOHO :D

Y'know this thing got me so curious. Tan JF says that we use shampoo to wash our hair and it's alkali and we use conditioner to neutralise it, moisturise it and so on. Then I clearly remembered that last year, we tested the pH of both shampoo and conditioner (Sunsilk/Organics brand) and both were like alkalic!! Zzz, I don't see how it neutralises it.

Well anyway, I think she really looks like Edna Mode, from the Incredibles, after Eugene told me about it. Cool huh :D But it's kinda too cute for her..





HEHEHE :D It's Wennie's birthday tomorrow! :D

And yea, OMG, I was so duper excited when I heard 'Happy Birthday' blasting off from beloved TV and I ran in front of TV and was screaming 'Kyle Patrick' madly! The Click Five concert!!! Woohoo!!

-JUMPS AROUND-

16 more days to EDS Night