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Last night was so tiring with all the rituals starting from 7.30pm and ending at 10+. I was super super irritated with small cousin ok! I mean like, he's young, doesn't understand why we are going through all these things, it's not like I enjoy it but he should behave no matter how boring it is.When the music was playing, he was like dancing around, then he kept making a lot of noise and when we're supposed to turn away, he kept turning back and everything, which made Qingyuan, Bro and I super pissed. We totally like want to give him one tight slap -_- Another reason as to why I dislike kids. Then when we were burning the house and all the money we folded for Greatgranny, he was like saying super loudly,"It's snowing! It's snowing!" and jumping around to catch all the ash in the sky, and wah, totally last straw, was clenching fists super hard ok! Seriously, I totally couldn't stand the way he played around, showing no respect at all for Greatgranny. So what if he never really shared moments with her, Zhang Jun spent less time with her but he behaved so well during the whole process. Ok, shall stop ranting about kids. Though I was a kid before, I hate kids, because I hate the way I was last time, from a small toddler to a primary school kid. That phase showed how irritating, irksome and disgusting I was. Which is why I hate the starting of the growing up phase. Totally suck balls. Stayed over at Hanying's house last night and she and I were like playing Wii and we kept laughing like siao because of this Indian player, as in, it's like the computer player then he kept surfing fast ball then we will make a lot of noise. Hahaha, then we kept talking while playing. Really fun and everything but Mummy's cousin, who came back from HongKong couldn't sleep in the room because we were playing so he went to sleep on the sofa downstairs ._. Then after playing like Tennis and Bowling, we watched 2 and a half episodes of Best Selling Secrets and then we went to sleep at like 3+ in the morning. Hahaha, super tiring ok. We woke up at 7am and had to get ready by 9am to do all the rites and sending Greatgranny off. And cousin, was super irritating again! -_- After seeing 2nd Aunt crying super badly, I couldn't help but cry. And we were walking behind the van and I was like standing at the last row (I'm always the last because in terms of seniority ranking according to parents, I'm like the 'youngest') so we walked quite a distance and suddenly someone tugged at my hair. Then I was like,"Huh?" and it was Mao Jie because I think there was a bee or something then he helped me to get it off. Well, Mao Jie's hair is like long. LOL. His fringe and sideburns and everything. We went to Mandai Crematorium and I was hot tears were totally running down my face when the coffin went into the cremating thing. I cry super silently but tears just kept flowing down non-stop. Oh wells, I took a 3 hour nap after arriving home. Doubt I'll be able to sleep also. Too excited about tomorrow. -SCREAMS. I didn't get around to kiss you, goodbye on the hand
 Na na, na na na, na na I miss you, miss you so bad I don't forget you, oh it's so sad I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same Ooooh Na na na na na na na I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't Oooooh I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same Ooooh I had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why And I can't take it It wasn't fake It happened, you passed by Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go, Somewhere your not coming back The day you slipped away Was the day i found it won't be the same noo.. The day you slipped away Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh... Na na, na na na, na na I miss you Grah. I'm such a lazy blogger :O Oh wells but something cropped up at home yesterday so I'm going to be like super busy for this whole week. Have been shuffling around Hanying's home and my home yesterday. Going there in the afternoon and coming back late at night after folding tons of "money". Thanks Greatgrandmother, though the times spent together wasn't a lot. Well, I didn't had a really clear childhood of spending my time with you. But Mummy told me I sang '客人来' when I was 2 and you told everyone else but nobody believed you. Though you would try to conserve as much energy (electricity) as possible, according to the stories by numerous cousins, well, you're still a great greatgrandmother and hope the 104 years you've spent was memorable. Maybe it's a relief for you, to be able to get away from lying in the bed all the time. I love you. Well, it's amazing how the Xinmin papers decide to feature greatgranny and Big Aunt, Second Aunt, Maijong and Mummy were all busy looking for a full family portrait, trying to find one with Hanying in it, as she was probably the youngest at that point of time, to take a full family portrait with greatgranny. It has been tiring, there's still one whole huge stack of money waiting for us to fold them and endless guests streaming in. Well, time for family bonding I guess. Anyway, it was like the EDS committee interview today. Very untypical interview. I seriously love this year's committee :) They're a bunch of funny and cute people. And I like cute people :) I owe Sanpeng $2.50. And I only have Korean coins. Some people hide their every desire.
 If you wanna fight, I'll stand there beside you. The day that you fall, I'll be right behind you.Finally back to blogging after more than 2 weeks :D (I think nobody's coming back to this blog anymore -_-) Well anyway, uhm, I stupidly deleted all my Level Camp photos because I thought I transferred them to my computer -_- So means the picture of Leon looking like a girl is gone!!! :O And I won't blog much about it because I don't really remember what happened anymore -_- All I want to blog about now is about Korea! :O HAHAHAHA :D I will still touch a little on Malaysia ._. But not in this post, y'all might have to wait.... Because I've got tons of images to upload, definitely will take a million years just to upload a few pictures -_- Well, the main point about this post is not about what happened for the past 2 weeks but rather, it's 25 May today :D I hope nothing horrible will happen after I post this O_O Well I shall just post nonetheless :D To: Dearest LKK (Lao Kok Kok :D) It's amazing how we met online O_O Then becoming gfs. Yes, uh, gfs, which explains the picture right at the top of this post. Anyway, GFs don't mean girlfriends. It means godfamily but still, people think of gf as girlfriend and yadah yadah, I shall just stop explaining -_- It's getting confusing. Blogskins probably is a great tool to allow people to make friends :) And I sure don't regret having you as a gf :D Y'know, along with YeeYee as well :D Thanks for teaching me how to be cute (X_X, I think I'm still super act cute, HAHAHA, but the bouncing part is really cute right :D :D Hohoho) and I think I did mature a little bit under your guidance and hmmm. Thanks for telling me to calm down when I'm super angry and mad over quite small stuff. I think I'm quite ok with my phone getting many scratches now but I don't know whether I should go and stick jewels to it :/ (Maybe I shouldn't, but dirt is starting to get stucked in the scratches then very soon it'd be black!!!!) And uh, we can seriously go for Lasik together next time :D Remember it will shoot through my hollow head and go into you -_- And yea, you're fun to be with. You're cute (You always say you are -o-) but Yee Jie will be the cutest forever and ever and ever and ever...................... :D Thanks for giving me much help in many many ways and yea, you really amaze me as you're really cool in your own way. Being really smart, being really philosophical, and always saying something that's so complicated all the time :) Thanks for calling me babe -_- It means –noun -_- Yes, the second meaning. And thanks so much for being so evil at times, but that was the past. Now you sound like some dead Ah Pek, so you deserve the title of LKK. Well, then again. LKK means Leo Kor Kor and hmm. Double meanings lah. I will use the Lao Kok Kok one most of the time :)! Seriously, I don't mind working under you next time :) (Means I've got a stable job and you won't dare to fire me :O) Cheers to our friendship/godfamily-ship for 1 year :) Another year over and we're still together, it's not always easy but I'm here forever P.S. To people who don't really know what's between us: Please read it in a way of friendship and not lovers -_- I think I blog at a super slow rate. You know I love you.
 Would you hold my hand, if I saw you in heaven?
 Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees, time can break your heart.I spent so much today -_- Feeling kinda guilty, now that I think of it. And not because you kept calling me a spendthrift. So yea, I'm still showing my purchases anyway :D! Sorry, some of the pictures were taken in the fitting room ._. Narcissistic huh ._. Sorry lah if you don't like my face, not like I can do anything about it -_- FROM CELADON .jpg) Awesome white top!  White top. .jpg) Looks damn mature :D .jpg) Black top! :D .jpg) Black top with skinny jeans. .jpg) With stone-washed skirt. .jpg) .jpg) It makes me look super slim (According to Mummy!) .jpg) Front of skirt. .jpg) Back. And I got myself another pair of shades! This time round it ain't cheapskate! It's a pair of Guess shades! Damn chio ok! .jpg) Intricate casing! Looks like a treasure chest! .jpg) Front! .jpg) Side! Damn cool lah! :D .jpg) Zebra prints on the inside :D Cool huh! And I think I bought the craziest thing today! :D I totally love them yea! Boylegs (Otherwise known as boyshorts) are love :D I saw So Phia and her friends at Pierre Cardin. Hahahaha :D I know I spent a lot today! I bought another pair of track pants, finally something that is baggy and loose! Qingyou was buying surfpants and he's like damn funny lah -_- Hahaha. He wrote 'Loi Hui Yang buys PLAYEUR' on some paper in World of Sports and I was like,"HOW YOU KNOW O_O!" And apparently, I introduced that magazine to bro. Hiak. Hahahaha, I think QY was quite shock. LOL. My family doesn't really know much about my horny side, except for bro, but he thinks I'm at a super low horny level. I'm really horny in school, AT TIMES yea :D HIAKHIAKHIAK! So if you're my family member and you're reading this now, hmmmm. O_O And yea, I've got late pictures AGAIN!!!! Blogger takes forever to upload my images (Because they're kinda huge Video of guys trying to taupok Nick in class on Thursday! Ultimate gayness.  Pillow pillow! .jpg) Everyone wants to kill Nick. LOL. .jpg) Discussing how to go about doing it. And photos from yesterday (09May2008)  Guys. 3F and other classes as well. .jpg) Junjie emoing again -_- (He looks emo ALL the time, every morning, especially when he's listening to music -_-) .jpg) .jpg) Stop looking at birds (Always trying to cover his face) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Had a video of them playing basketball but the file couldn't be transferred from the damned card to the computer!! Rawr!! And then the girls playing volleyball. Don't worry Jasmine, I didn't upload that picture. Instead, I sent it to your Aussie boyfriend! :D :D .jpg) .jpg) Jasmine's so cute right! LOL :D :D .jpg) Chloe & Angela! .jpg) Ruixin & Jasmine! .jpg) .jpg) Qiqian joining in! .jpg) .jpg) I think this looks damn cool! .jpg) .jpg) HEHEHE :D Ok, I'm really hungry! -_- Oh man. But I can't eat! I'm really happy with my diet for Friday! Lunch was a part of an apple, a slice of papya, a cup of Milo And dinner was just wholemeal bread with egg. LOL :D P.S. I know you still read my blog and you can go ahead and kill your life. If you think that's so worth it, go ahead and continue what you're doing. Seriously, if you think that's cool, I've got nothing to say. I thought you said you wouldn't try it anymore. I thought you've learnt your lesson but apparently, nothing got into you head. Look, if we're still friends, can you please just stop whatever you're doing? Why harm your body through such means? You can go ahead and be a chimney but if you want to end up looking super fuggly, it's your choice. And you know jolly well, that I kind of dislike people who _____. Continue doing that and I'll really hate you. I'll mean it and I'll show it to you. P.P.S. Whatever you've said makes me P.P.P.S. That's for 2 different people. I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.
We're out of the interclass games (For girls).So to guys: Must jiayou ok! And don't be complacent like last year's 2G guys, for please, 3F's sake, YOUR sake and MY sake. Jiayou for finals. I won't be there to support and cheer you guys on! Well, we lost to 3J with a score of 4-58. But apparently, the score was recorded as 8-58. Oh well. At least we tried our best didn't we? Our class was at a super great disadvantage but so? We continued to fight on and gave our best shot. I could say I felt like, many thoughts, running through my mind. I could feel many emotions. Anguish, disappointment, resentment, anger. I could tell you, I got so damn effing pissed and I totally couldn't control anymore and shout out a string of vulgarities. At one point of time, I was clenching my fist super hard, I seriously wanted to just go up to someone and punch that person so badly. Look, my stamina, accuracy, speed all sucks. I couldn't last through that game, especially when we had to run full court at high speed. I couldn't shoot balls for shit sake. I can't run quickly. That sums up, I basically suck at basketball and the only advantage I have is my height. During the second half of the match, I was already experiencing difficulties breathing. And hell. I just continued running like nobody's business though I really felt like giving up and I did gave up a little. So sorry, to my team, I just didn't felt like running anymore. My mental state was super horrible, I was so damn pissed with everything. Hello, we had only 7 people on our team. 4 were injured and sent out to allow substitutes to come in. Jasmine is like the worst victim of all. She got poked in her eye. And there's like traces of probably blood clots in within her ball. Jas-MINE, you'd better go see doctor ok! I demand you! Or Peishan shall rape you during Level Camp!! And then Joy, her spectacles cut her face and her left cheek kinda like swelled. Deborah, got pushed so much so she fell onto the floor badly. Angela, got totally pushed and she fell to the floor damn hard lah. When I saw someone, just totally banging into her, causing her to fall to the ground, I could feel the pain ok. It was like WTF PLEASE GO FCKING KILL YOURSELF AND YOUR PARENTS. And so her face is like red on the left cheek. Look, I'm not trying to pinpoint and say J class was all violent and everything. But seeing like more than half the team getting injured just gets me on my nerves and thankfully, I'm feeling a lot better now. If it was me from the past, you'd have probably seen like all kinds of vulgarities since the start of this post and I won't be sounding so calm right now. What I'm really afraid now is that, I might have just injured my foot. When I walk, it hurts. When I press the area whereby it totally got bent in some screwed manner, it hurts. I don't want to go to Malaysia with some effing swollen pig foot. But yea, anyway it was a good game. It's a contact sport, I guess injuries are kind of unavoidable huh. Well, I guess this is the end but we'll jiayou for next year's interclass! Woosh! Thanks to Justin for coaching us and staying back for the last few Fridays. You taught us many stuff, the rules of basketball, how to do layups, playing tricks with your opponents if they decide to play dirty. You are a great coach (and a smelly one too!) and y'know, I can see your seriousness when you're on the basketball court. I was told that you're very serious when it comes to basketball and I could totally see how much basketball means to you when you were playing against Bevan. You ought to get yourself a deodorant though. Thanks to Junjie for being the other coach as well. Doing random gay stuff like making super kuniang noises and smacking people's asses. And your,"OH YEAAAAA!" which sounds extremely :S Your tips and tricks are like useful but I never seem to absorb them into my spongebrain. Thanks for cheering on for us during the games and you're definitely a great coach. When you wanna teach your children basketball next time, please spam them with loads of sunblock so they won't get burnt like you. pl0x. Thanks to Shikai for coaching us as well, snatching our ball away when we needed it and telling us how good you are -_- Hahaha. But without you, practises wouldn't be fun and yea, I've already thought that you were not bad since Sec 1. See, it's true! And yea, hopefully you ain't too disappointed with us for not being able to not get thrashed so badly but still, you made me feel that basketball is a really fun game though the ball doesn't really seem to like me and always hit at the wrong area. The way you steal the ball, be it from Teresa or anyone on the team, is probably the best form of entertainment we had :) Thanks to Jacky, our assistant coach. You gave up hope on your class and decided to pin your hopes onto our class. I'm not afraid to say that, I think 3F did put in a lot of effort and hard work for the interclass games. We were probably the most hardworking class in the whole level to have training sessions after school/CCA every Friday till the sky turns dark and we reach home only when it's 9+. Your tips were great for the matches and yea, sorry that your dreams have all became dust. I remember the time, which was actually this Monday, whereby you stretched out your hand, to like you know, "high-5" just that it was a low one and yea, I just like walked past you without doing anything and I realised you wanted to do like some "high-5" kinda thing. I'm gonna end this abruptly -_- Thanks to all who came and support us, thanks to our fellow classmates, the guys, who stood by and watch us play our match and y'all had to shuffle between soccer match and our match. Thanks to 3E people for cheering for us during our match against 3L. Thanks to 3B for supporting us and telling us not to give up during today's match and sorry if we disappointed y'all. Thanks to those we watched us play our matches even though y'all don't know us. I seriously think, it's gonna be a match between the double science classes and triple science classes. And for PTM, thanks Mr Yap for helping me to put in good words and telling me to not be disheartened. I really appreciate it because it made me felt a lot better :) Thanks Mr Hong, for making sound like some super good student in class when I do sleep during your lessons at times. Thanks Ms Low, for helping me voice out that I don't like maths and my mum should be patient when she teaches me. I guess I'm really tired. Still got to wake up early for tuition tomorrow. I love you, 3F. This family is really bonded and it touches me. P.S. To 3J: When I shouted those vulgarities, it wasn't directed to any particular person. I was just super pissed and I had to vent my anger somewhere lest I end up slapping or punching someone. Seriously. I can't wait for you to be gone.
 You were just a waste of time. I've been waiting all day for ya babe So won't cha come and sit and talk to me And tell me how we're gonna be together always Hope you know when it's late at night I Hold on to my pillow tight And think of how you promised me forever (I never thought that anyone) Could make me feel this way (Now that you're here boy all I want) Is just a chance to say Get Out, (leave) right now, It's the end of you and me It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone 'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time (waste of time) Tell me why you're looking so confused When I'm the one who didn't know the truth How could you ever be so cold To go behind my back and call my friend Boy you must have gone and bumped your head Because you left her number on your phone (So now after all is said and done) Maybe I'm the one to blame but (To think that you could be the one) Well it didn't work out that way I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave Because my heart is breakin' With every word I'm sayin' I gave up everything I had On something that just wouldn't last But I refuse to cry No tears will fall from these Eyes Ooooh, ooooh Get out Ok shall just blog a short post and then get back to studying and more chionging of homework! Well, we had interclass on Monday and yea, glad to say that we got into the Top 8 but I think we won't get into the top 4 -_- For girls' basketball, We won 3L with a score of 14 : 10 And lost to 3E with a score of 6 : 8 Well, 3L trashed 3E by 10 points. Actually, we feel kind of indignant and yea, because we didn't really have a proper break before we proceeded to to the game with 3E and we were all worn out. Well, enough of that. The guys got into the top 4 anyway! :D Cool huh! Hopefully they win something! Leon's ball was like whoosh into the goal post and it flipped the net and hung in the net upside down above the post. Don't know how to explain but it was super cool! :D And Dillon's aiming a bit good lah. He shoot until the ball hit Sumei -_- Hahah well, Ruixin and I joined some of the guys for dinner at Plaza Singapura! The guys were namely, Leon, Janson, Junjie, Junkai, Yongsheng, Shikai, Tianming, Wenzhong and Terence.  On Bus 111. .jpg) Junjie blocking his face -_- So we had dinner at Pastamania. All of them ordered some 9+ 10+ food and I was like no money so I bought some $5.20 linguine. Man, I like tomato sauce. I've already warned them, don't buy cream! Eat too much will feel sick and then Junjie, despite the fact that he doesn't know how huge Pastamania's portion plus amount of cream they use, because he's never been to Pastamania in his whole life before, went to upsize his portion. It's like I eat the normal one is already damn feeling, don't talk about the cream which makes one feel sick of it after a while. But anyway, LOL. Leon is pro huh, he ate one upsized Creamy Chicken and the leftovers that Junjie couldn't finish. .jpg) All happily eating. .jpg) It's amazing why Junjie and Shikai has never been there before :/ .jpg) Once again trying to block! -_- .jpg) .jpg) Tianming and Wenzhong. .jpg) He always looks as if he's emoing lah. Wlao. Can't he just post for like ONE picture -_-? .jpg) Ruixin! :D .jpg) Junjie looks like Kajun here X_X .jpg) Look who's shirt is tucked out totally. .jpg) Eat so much not enough, still want to buy drinks. And yea, Ruixin and I left when they were buying drinks. And Wenzhong is gullible! Wenzhong: Where d'you live? Haha, he got tricked for so long. Anyway, the guys went on to scout for present for Dillon's birthday. And then it's Tuesday!  WHAT'S DEBORAH DOING!? :O .jpg) Oh writing on an underwear. .jpg) And Yongsheng drew menstruation blood -_- .jpg) DILLON'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! LOL (Buy 1 get 2 free) HAHAHA, The guys just bought like a box of underwear for him and it's like super huge -_- .jpg) Happy birthday by Ruixin :D And yea it's Kuanliang's birthday today. So yea, during recess, I was showing off my chicken-egg bread to Wenzhong because it likes it and then he took a bite. And of course, that naughty chairperson is like damn greedy. So he wanted to take a super big bite. So his mouth opened super big! And chomp! Egg yolk flew out and his shirt was like bright yellow piak here and there. Hahaha, greedy pig! He aimed right at the yolk part and that's his retribution! D: LOL So Deborah shirt and chair had got yolk stains too -_- Wenzhong went to the male toilet, and washed his shirt with soap and when he came back, his whole shirt was translucent.  And yea! Leon smells super good for a guy. Sorry if this sounds super wrong -_- But it's either his body foam has got a super strong smell or the detergent that he use to clean his clothes has a super strong smell and it's damn fragrant. Sorry. I think I sound damn wrong -_- Aiyah, not like I smell him but when he sits in front of me, I can totally smell him. And when he was standing near Wenzhong, I couldn't smell the egg yolk at all. Then when he moved away, immediately I smelt the egg yolk. That's the power of his clothes/his smell. So the whole day, I kept laughing at Wenzhong and after school, was supposed to go back with him and Mengran but yea, I was like pinching my nose and suaning him so he went to buy a new PE shirt. Yea anyway, he had CCA matters so I walked with Mengran to the bus stop and he seriously knows my character -_- He was like,"I don't think you'll like walking this road. Based on your character, I don't think you'll ever walk here again." Me,"What makes you think so?" Him,"Later you see the road." So we walked and then there's this steep road and after walking up and down the steep road we had to cross some stupid overhead bridge to get to the bus stop. Yea, you're right. I will never ever walk that road again. I hate crossing overhead bridges -_- And so I took bus home. I love MRTs! :D :D :D And super overdued pictures, from Grandma's birthday celebration at Hotel Royal @ The Queens. (I hope I got the name right) Don't know why we're always eating there -_-  Zhangjun.  Loy Han, Xuan, Yan :D I've got damn chio cousins huh! :D :D    Uncle and aunt.  Aunt and Maowei.  Junyuan.  Mummy and Daddy.  Whole family. Piang, I look damn malay again.  Chocolate cake.  Peach/Apricot yoghurt cake. Both cakes are from J. Co Donuts & Coffee.  Grandma and Grandpa.  First row: Zhangjun, Grandma, Grandpa, Junyuan Second row: Loy Xuan, Zhang Quan, Han Ying, Loy Yan, Me Third Row: Mao Wei, Loy Han, Qing You, Bro, Qing Yuan    HUFF! AND A  PUFF!  Blow the candles!  Cut the cake!   Cousins talking.  Loy Yan and I chatting :D Hehehehe.   HAHAHAHA. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING! HAHAHAHA :D  I know I look fat.  Eating the cakes.  So many things to do, yet so little time. Sigh :( :( :( |
