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And I'm still in it for the fight.
I guess I'll be quick with this, as I'm really tired. But yea, just done with Chemistry filing and stuff. Got to mug really hard for Chem test. Gotta ace and pwn Miss Tan.And I'm still in it for the fight, not giving in I'm gonna win. Thanks Huiying, for being there for me all these while. I wanted to post something really inspirational yesterday. I've got so much things to say. Hahaha. Well, actually I was thinking, I wouldn't be that crazy over Ben Romans if not for Huiying. I wouldn't be in love with The Click Five. I wouldn't have this love for piano again. I still remembered how inspired I was by Jay Chou, after watching Secret. I was so amazed by his great piano skills, he was so awesome! The piano battle showed a full display of his prowess and I was so determined to play, well, maybe not as well but half as well as him would be good! That sudden inspiration didn't last for long. Well, I played Secret songs again, just before my piano exam and yea, I just felt really nice after that. Actually, if not for Huiying's persistence, I wouldn't have gone to TC5 Modern Minds and Great Times Asia Tour. Y'know, when she first asked me about it, I just told her immediately, like,"Nah, my mum confirm won't allow me to go." and so on. I was just so sure, that I couldn't go to this concert. But she convinced me, it's like once in a lifetime, it'd be so awesome and stuff. And finally I asked my mum. She agreed, on one condition. I had to pay on my own. Means through savings and stuff. So I was like yea! I just agreed immediately without thinking of how to pay the money because I knew if I just starve myself, I'd definitely get the money and yea, up till today, I only owe her $1.20 out of $91.20. I'm glad she kept asking me to go. If I missed such a great show, it'd have actually affected a lot of my thinking. Like, after the concert, we often talked about music (like almost every time) and I could really feel this sense of passion of music coming from her. It inspired me. Y'know, nothing can inspire you as much as something that's like true and real-life. Like, no matter how touching Secret can be, it's still film and fictional. But witnessing 5 amazingly talented people, playing their instruments with zest, singing every single note to perfection, it's really touching. Kyle's voice touched me. I cried when he sang 'Empty'. 'Empty' makes me emotional, whether listening to it live, to the record or watching the MV, it has this power to touch others. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry. And we shared many stuff. Like, I love talking about my dreams. Not sleeping, but big aspirations, big dreams. There's so much I can think of and say but what can I do to get what I want? I really want a job that is my hobby. I'll look forward to working everyday, I'll be happy to meet new obstacles everyday and stuff. It's like the excitement you get, is never-ending. I definitely can't imagine myself sitting in a small office cubicle, typing on the computer away like a toot. No way, I don't think I suit an office job. Can't imagine myself in smart looking coats, shirts, pencil skirts. Argh. I want to job that has a wide never-ending stage. You get so much space, you feel so alive and carefree. I want to be in love with my job. It won't be infatuation but a deep true love. Through Huiying, I felt liberated. Like, I felt music and art had to be part of me, be it in the present or future. I just need to have it by my side, be my companion. Whether I have friends/best friends or not, it's no longer important anymore. Music can be considered as my best friend. Well, it accompanies me when I go home (alone most of the time). The lyrics to the music inspire me. When I use lyrics in my post titles, there is a reason. Most of them say what I'm feeling. Of course I won't choose like some happy lyrics and start posting about people dying and stuff. That'd be so insensitive. And the tune to the music, makes me have different feelings. So when I'm on the way home, I actually feel different during every song. I really admire songwriters, they never seem to feel that there is no music that they can't write. How come they are able to write such beautiful tune? How did they make it a hit? And why does it seem like when I want to compose a song, tunes from music that I listen to keeps flowing to my head. I don't seem to dream of myself composing song. Well, I hope to. That'd be good. But dreams are easy to forget. I'll never forget my dream on The Click Five (I hope). Well, it was a dream, that felt so real. I even went to double check to see if it was real. Of course it wasn't. It's still a dream at the end of the day but at least, I felt really refreshed, energetic and happy when I woke up from it. It was a dream that I remembered so significantly. I remembered so many details about it. And yea, today, when I broke down so hard suddenly, I'm glad Huiying was there for me, encouraging me. Y'know, without you, I probably wouldn't feel better. After what you've said to me, I know what I'm supposed to do. And I'm really glad that you're there, to support me, making me feel better. Thanks for telling me about how you went through certain ordeals, it definitely made me stronger. And I'll be the strongest I can, not giving in to pressure. I'm a strong girl, and you made me stronger with your words. Though I didn't manage to go with you and Monica to get your shades, I'm glad that I spent the afternoon with you, Monica and Sijing. Well, all of you are like so cute and funny. And yea, y'all really made my day. I can't help but laugh when I hear Sijing's cute laughter, look at Monica's cute actions and listen to your funny and intelligent remarks. Hahaha, y'all are such cool people and I can only go,"HUH!?" all the time. And haha, Monica, doesn't that bridge in Resign sounds like an elephant!?!?! It seriously sounds like an elephant to me, and I got so angry :@ :@ :@ Cos got elephant trumpeting into my ears. Yes, it's the keyboards but yea, I got angry for no reason -_- I'm Joey Zehr, grrrr! Look at me! I'm talking on my phone talking on my phone talking on my phone.... And I guess, looking at Ben, makes me stronger as well. :) Time to mug. DIGRESS: Junjie was damn retarded lah. When I got off at Kallang and was walking towards the stairs, he was like waving retardedly. Then ChunSeng was like towering over JJ and it looks, *coughs*, gay. |
