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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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But your smile still makes my heart sing another sad song.
Have you ever wondered whether you are addicted to the computer? No, you won't end up looking like this Well, this has probably occurred to many of us out there. Like y'know, you spend like hours and hours of your time, years and years of your life, just potato-ing in front of the computer and at the end of the day, you think about what you think, the hours spent on the computer, just seem blank. You don't know what you've been doing, it seems that you were asleep during all those hours, it seems like you were in a coma or you just blacked out. Well, this used to happen to me all the time, it's just that, now, I'm more aware of the fact, that I'm totally addicted to my computer. Yes, the only time, I can abandon this beloved invention, is during the exams week. And not to say, abandon it like weeks before the exams, but rather when the first day of exams start. Then I'll not touch it at all. Other than that, I just camp in front of this screen and do stuff, like blogging, and surfing around. But seriously, when I think of what I do, Friendster, Facebook, Blogger, Surfing of blogs, Nuffnang, Haloscan, then I think, so little stuff, how come will spend so much time? Yea, unexplainable. And it's not like I'm playing any computer game or anything. Don't see how come I can spend so much time on such stuff. Ok maybe, one explanation, would be MSN Messenger. Yea, recently I'm online again. But yea, don't see any point, except for talking to Huiying. It's really fun yea! :D Well, speaking of computers, I seriously can't put up with my brother anymore! I hate the fact that he always invades my privacy and camps in my room all the time because the computer is in my room. I hate the fact that when he's in my room, I won't be able to play my piano, I don't dare to play. I hate the fact that when I'm sleeping, he comes into my room and the game has all the shooting/killing sounds, then sometimes, I wake up from my sleep thanks to all these sounds. I hate the fact that when I haven't sleep yet, he comes into my room, switch on the computer, then there's light, and I can't fall asleep. I hate the fact that he is spending so much time on the computer playing Maple Story, Soldier Front and Fabel. I hate the fact that he thinks he's so smart that he managed to outwit my mum. I hate the fact that he doesn't want to study and is ruining is future at this rate. Please, can you just give up on that stupid machine and just bloody concentrate on your homework? O Levels are like in a few months time, and what d'you do every day? Come back home, don't bathe, immediately camp in front of the computer and start playing stupid games like Maple Story. Yes, Maple Story is stupid. What's with all that aimless killing? So what if you're the highest level? So what if your attack is higher than Mr Yandao? So what if you can become level 60 in one day? So what if you're some super pro whatever Dragon Warrior or what shit? So what if you're some super cool magician? Are you that formidable as what you are in real life compared to virtual? Do you have that much money comparing virtual and real life? So what if you have millions of mesos in Maple Story? Doesn't mean anything. The worse thing is, he's so immature. He's already 1 year late, he's one year older than the rest in his class, does he want to continue ruining his future? Want to learn culinary but not putting in the effort to get a good score so that he can at least, secure his position in TPoly. No other options other than culinary. Mum says if he fails O levels, she's going to send him straight to NS. And the problem is, I've a gut feeling that he'll die once he go to NS. Like yes, the moment he start to swim, he'll get leg cramps. All the time. And he can't run for balls sake. Ok, let's not talk about death. But the fact that he thinks he's so smart and outwitted my mum is seriously damn shitty. So Mum removed the keyboard, mouse and internet cable. And he was like !@#$ when he came home. So he didn't want to bathe, instead, he went around the house to look for the stuff that she had kept or rather, hid. And he didn't want to give up, he looked for other alternatives. He didn't manage to find his Razor keyboard but he found the original wireless one, he took it, and he used some router, and the computer can run on wireless. So when he was not in my room, finally, I was having peace, and practising my piano happily from 2.15 to like 4+, it was around 2 hours lor! Then I was damn happy, when he came in, he finally found a way to use the computer again and he was like saying,"Think you can outsmart me? You're so stupid. I can use wireless!" Then I just ignored him and continued to play the piano. And he was like,"Eh, I can use the computer leh! She thinks she so smart! But I won her." Then I was like thinking,"Whatever. When you fail your studies, don't f*cking come cry." Super irritating ok! I was trying to perfect my pieces and here you are disturbing me! Hello, I seriously need this privacy! I seriously need to score for this piano exam! I can't imagine myself putting another examiner through the same agony I did to the previous one. I cannot allow myself to fail this time round! And what are you doing to help me?! NOTHING AT ALL. YOU MF. I NEED MY OWN PRIVACY! AFTER MY EXAM, AND YOUR EXAMS, YOU CAN EFFING PLAY LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS! Really angry. My exams are in 19 days. 2 weeks 5 days. I'm so unprepared! What the hell. My pieces are all still so shitty. And I still haven't made my IC yet. Have not taken picture for IC. And the deadline is 9 July. Sometimes, I really do hate computers. So what if it keeps my blog alive? All I want now, is just, to do music. I want to play well. During the time, when he wasn't in my room at all, I played really well ok!! Well, at least they sounded better, and without him in my room, I had the courage to try playing Click Five songs on the piano, and I just played Jenny. I just figured it out in my brain somehow. And the starting part of When You Look Me In My Eyes and so on. I want to do well for piano. I want to be like Ben. Because I'm (self-proclaimed) Mrs Romans. Goodnight and Goodbye.
Hold on tight It’s a roller coaster ride we're on so Say goodbye Cause I won't be back again Up and down you're all around Say goodnight and goodbye |
