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We made it even though we had our backs up against the wall.
Ok, so I got a shock out of my life when I went to Steven Lim's blog (No! I don't read his blog but I was just curious to see what he'd blog on last week's episode of The Showdown, since he was in The Underdogs team. They're called The Underdogs I think..) and yes, OMFG.I saw this.
Ain't those people Dunmanians!?!?!?! (Click to enlarge) I can recognise the one on the extreme left (HE'S A BASKETBALLER RIGHT!!!) and the one in the pink shirt. And the one on the extreme right looks familiar too. They are Year 4s right?? I was like !@#$ OMFGWTFBBQ when I saw that picture. Yes, last week's Showdown was seriously hilarious and entertaining because Rong Ming was being really funny. He was like super clumsy and everything, the Monkey thing part. And for the other segments, whereby he dressed up as a starfish, it was really humorous. But I seriously couldn't stand the way Steven went like screaming at the rest of the members, and stuff. I was like thinking,"If you think you can do a better job, you go up and climb like a monkey lah!" Yea but at least he scored like the 4 goals for his team during the soccer part. Yes, Rongming is cute. LOL. But I don't really like him in the Bai Jia Le thing. Ok this isn't the main point. I didn't expect myself to blog about this, not until I saw that picture. The school seriously want all of us dead lor! All don't know how many thousands of smart people dead. Ok, maybe not smart. Since I'm probably the lousiest person in the whole cohort. On National Day eve, we've got to do some cross country run thing!?!?! Girls got to run 3km and guys got to run 4km!?! NAPFA is like over and you make us run again, even worse than 2.4km? What the hell!? I seriously hate running and from now till like SYF next year, I've got to run like mad. So it's like to prepare for this thing, every PE lesson until that stupid run is over, we probably have to run like say 7 rounds plus and for dance, we also run for PT to train our mind power for SYF!?!?! Wth, can seriously die one lor! So we started off by running 1.6km yesterday, and I lasted without stopping. Felt like giving up a lot of times but I just kept running beside Deborah and I kept thinking about what Bevan said about your will power must be strong. When you're dancing halfway, even though you're very tired, you must tell yourself that you can't give up! And ok! So I've got run on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday! I was walking like a penguin today because my legs, especially thighs, were hurting like hell plus my shoulders were aching, since we had to do 150 push ups on Tuesday -_- HOW FUN. EDS meeting today is seriously quite a failure -_- It was like super short. Hahaha but it was funny! Yes, conclusion, Wenting looks like CJ7, which is super cute! :D I'm like sitting in the first row now, and I sleep even more than ever!!! I was like dozing off like mad during Physics and Mr Yap even asked me,"Is it better now?" And I'm like,"Uh.... ok lah...." The worse thing is that, he probably arranged me to sit in front because my studies is like really really poor (I've a feeling I'm the worst in the whole level) and I boldly nod my head off during his lesson!!!! Ok, but I can't help it! I can't keep myself awake! And plus I didn't like Geography and History from the start. I though TAP could replace Humanities, but no!!! It's only an extra thing, so I didn't take it :( So stressful! I seriously feel like I'm Xiangqin now, just that I won't have her luck, to meet an ultra genius, who's so handsome and smart, and everyone loves him. And even if I meet one, he also won't like someone so dumb like me lah. When I heard the CME teacher said 'F 班' today, suddenly it dawned on me that our class was really lousy, because I kept thinking, ' F班的袁湘琴'. Oh no. I was thinking, if in DHS, I already can't cope with my Maths, then is like other school people, are most probably doing the same thing as us, but they can cope with it, then how on earth did I manage to get into DHS in the first place!?! If my standard is like really so lousy, then will all those from like other schools, all fill up the places in universities and for me, I might just end up in like no university at all, or worse still, repeat Year 3? Then in the future, I've got no job and I just end up as a roadside sweeper or garbage bin collector? Sorry, I can't help but think too much. And sometimes, it's better to let go of something first rather than let others tell you the truth, and you seem like some stupid person at the end of the day? Numb myself? I feel so lousy. I'm really stupid right? I seriously want to go find that monk at Bukit Batok and ask him to tell me what will happen in my life.. I'm starting to get really superstitious. |
