How can I love you? If you just don't talk to me babe.
Tuition is getting more boring :( That's really sad. Well, Ms Ho asked like,"Why d'you want to go the university?"

And so I replied,"Actually, I wanna go to Berklee College of Music."
Ms Ho,"Why?"
Me, thinks for a moment, and decides to joke,"Because The Click Five graduated from there."
Ms Ho, slaps her head and turns away,"What!? But their songs and videos contradict! Like 'Catch Your Wave'!" You must be wondering why she'd know all that.
Me,"But they're really talented! Actually, I only admire the keyboardist greatly! And the lead singer is really talented! He can play the guitar, drums and keyboards!"
Ms Ho, listens intensely and nods,"Your brother looks disgusted."
Me, looks at Bro.
Bro, covering his face in disgust.

Thinking back about it, maybe I wasn't really joking after all. I realise, I don't actually know what I want in life? Like, people choose to go to university because it's the norm, it's the path everyone must take in order to survive in Singapore, a country whereby everything you do is based on a degree, which in other words, is a piece of paper.

Actually, I don't really wanna like go to university (NUS, NTU, whatever) because I feel that I'm not cut out for that kind of studying. Like, if I study something that I'm interested it, it'd be so exciting. I'm not exactly like cut out for studies. Maths and science are like something that I'll never seem to understand, somehow.

Oh well! Over to filming for LA.

Now I know, it's not easy to film and act. Like filming, a short scene, of less than 1 minute, requires so much hard work. So many cuts. So many angles. Have to take a bit. Cut. Take from different angle and all you get is like less than 10 minutes.

So first, I was like so so so so early. I reached in school like don't know how many minutes before the meeting time, and everyone else, except Janson was late, excluding Xingfang who wasn't coming.

Janson and I then went around the Ghim Moh area to see which are the places to get good shots of some stuff and whatever. Went to school and discussed more stuff with Tianming and Serena. Junjie was like almost 1 hour late, because of some zharbor, apparently. It's so not easy to act. Either I'm not serious enough or I'm too serious. Grrrr :@

We then headed down to Ghim Moh, some random void deck and started filming and do more discussion. We were like changing in the void decks, and there were no toilets and no enclosed area apparently :O

Amazing huh.

Me (Starring as Jessica) was officially the person, who wore the most number of layer of clothes. I wore like 2 tops and then they told me, they'd start by filming the victim. So I had to force my 3/4 shirt up into my hoodie to ensure that it can't be seen then, wear school skirt, sit on the stairs and start crying. And then I was like, *sobbing, crying* and Yokeming said I sounded as if I was damn happy that I got flashed at. Huh. I kept laughing after 3s. If you think 3s was damn short, trying acting as if you're crying for 3s. You'll feel as if 10s had passed!

On top of that, the sky was not really good to us. It decided to release it's tears on us and when we were standing in the drizzle filming. Had to keep running and talking. And alas, scenes at the void deck. Had to take so many shots and had to do lots of 'complicated' stuff. I had to run some more. And all the better, my slippers gave way and one of the straps broke. How!?

So I wore Janson's slippers. Which were comfy. Hahaha, they were much softer than mine! Just that the slippers were huge! So Junjie and I ran up the stairs and when I was running up to 2nd floor, I tripped and fell at the stairs area. Thankfully not flat on my face. I was still grabbing the handle and my leg banged onto the stairs. It's not easy ok! NGs and stuff. We had to be natural, clear with our speech, know what we're doing and stuff.

Shikai came and ended up looking after our bags. And Serena was evil! She was like Shikai, SaiKang. Both SK. Hahaha. Poor him. Oh wait, he doesn't deserve much sympathy for scaring the living shit out of me!

(Grrr at you Shikai. I'm gonna get nightmares thanks to you!!!!)

So there was a scene whereby it was mostly Junjie and Serena so Yokeming and I slacked and we were chatting with Shikai, about lots of things. And Shikai started to talk to me about Doppelgänger. Will explain more about it in the next post, probably. And I was like so freaked out, he kept scaring me, then he made up his own ghost story about the RJ campus gymnasium. And Yokeming had to talk about the red lady from Tanjong Rhu. And what month is it now!?

It's like middle of the month some more! The evil aura is so 'heavy' (Whatever it's supposed to be said as).

Ahhh, I don't know if the Doppelgänger thing is true but Bro just kept telling me that I was so superstitious. Went to toilet with the 2 crazy guys, and I was telling Shikai to like talk to me when I was in the toilet. Like, when he was outside. Apparently he didn't. In the toilet, there was like flushing sound running non-stop. And I quickly did my job, and washed my hands without looking into the mirror and ran out of the toilet. Phew. I peed faster than YM.

Maybe I shouldn't be labelled as someone who pees at the speed of guys. Or rather someone who pees faster than YM, who is a guy.

We were talking about what would happen if the whole class was drunk during chalet. I said,"Gang bang!" and Shikai was like,"Mass orgy." LOL. Can you imagine!? Oh my god. LOL. Shikai was saying that if I was drunk, the guys had to beware. Yah, true actually. You never know how horny and pervy I would be when I'm drunk :O Probably rape all the guys! Which is like EEW.

And Yokeming had to say,"What if everyone was drunk, and you wake up, and you find yourself lying beside Nick?" And all 3 of us roared with laughter and the rest, who were filming their parts, told us to shut up -_-!

So scary ok. On the train journy home, late in the night, well 9+ is late, (Considering the fact, last time after basketball training, I'd be like on my way home at 8+), the guys were playing Magic cards. And before YM and I alight from the train, Shikai said the most horrendous thing ever. "Scully your bro fetch home 'another sister', or maybe you ring the bell and the person who opens the door is your double." Wlao! Then when I was walking home, I was walking at the speed of light, diverting my concentration to my handphone music player and looking down on the floor when I walk and in the lift (Which had like so many mirrors), I just look at the lift door, the part whereby it's not glass and not reflective and just kept staring at it.

Super scary! Shikai if you're reading this, you'd better comment on my blog! Hahaha, joking lah. Optional. I can imagine you laughing. Zz.

Will get 'Behind the Scenes' pictures from Serena! Filming is quite fun actually :D