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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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You know that I hate this song because it was written for you.
I'm still slacking my long National Day holiday away.Sometimes, I really wonder, what do I actually want in life? Like, is music and arts really cut out for me? I don't seem to have a strength. My studies are like unimpressive and when it comes to playing the piano or drawing, I seem to lack this certain creativity and talent. I Not Stupid is seriously inspiring. Actually, I don't even know whether it's just that I really don't understand Mathematics or because I'm escaping from it, which is why it just gets further away and stranger to me? But the problem is that, if I'm going to like really make sure I know my foundation for Maths well, I probably have to go back to Primary school mathematics. For some reason, I feel that if you give me a P6 maths question now, I might not be able to answer it. And I don't know why like more than 70% of the maths syllabus seems to consist of Algebra, and I totally abhor it. I think it's so difficult to understand. All the random alphabets, I just don't know how to play around with them. If you give me a basic question, I might or might not be able to answer. But once you change it a little, I'll be like lost and I totally won't be able to do it unless some great genius from the past decides to give me his or her brain and suddenly I become so mathematical inclined. Or maybe I'll start to have lucid dreams and I figure out maths theories in my brain while I'm sleeping. Chances? Near zero. Or possibly, has been a big fat zero since I was born into this world. Actually, I really do love Chemistry but if not for a teacher that has the strangest teaching methods, by using sarcasm, to ensure that her students pay attention in class and hand in their homework on time. I guess, actually there really isn't a subject that I really enjoy in school except for Language Arts? Sometimes, I really don't know. Homework and projects are just never-ending. Maybe I'm bowing down to pressure now, though it doesn't really seem much of a problem to me, since I'm like so happy-go-lucky but I can't help but start to feel frantic when projects deadline are like nearing in less than a week or a day and nothing has been done to it or improve it. I really want to sit down, and work on my maths (I guess) but whenever I look at the questions, my mind just go blank and I stare at the question, and then I decide to go to the next and realise that I can't solve it as well. Sounds familiar? That's if you watched ISWAK. Because Xiangqin tried to attempt one question, and realised she couldn't do it, told herself that the second question would be easier, since it was shorter (But short questions are usually more difficult as the information given is much less). I don't really know where I'll be in the future. 'A' levels in 3 years time. Sounds far away. Not really actually. These coming 3 years in DHS passed really quickly for me. It got quicker year by year. Sometimes, I feel that I just graduated from PCPS, like not too long ago. I guess it's time to sit down and think about what I want in life. I really do want to live an adulthood full of quality in the future. But I don't know what the future holds for me. Where will I be able to stand in the Singaporean society in the future? To end my seriousness, I shall post a somewhat, funny (Well, it is to me) video. The 2 people can really sing quite well! I'm really amazed by the way they managed to change the lyrics so nicely and sing just like the original singers! P.S. Noticed some changes I made to my blog? ^_O |
