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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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We're running out of time.
Thought I should just give a random update on what I'm doing. To the previous post (Super emotional. Hate emo.), don't worry, to those who even bother to worry, I'M SUPER STRONG! Woohoo! Just needed to vomit everything out.I'm not blogging because my hands are starting to itch and I can't control but rather I should give like some sort of an update, to tell those who even read this blog that I'm still alive and kicking. No, I'm not dead yet. I didn't jump from 26 floors down. In fact, I've found something in life, which gives me motivation and drive, and makes me look forward to every single day! I seriously don't want my blog to end up like some place that people go everyday, with the hope of seeing a new entry and end up looking at the same old entry that they've probably read again and again. I don't want my blog to end up like Isaac's one now! For goodness sake, he has not updated since 7 August! That's like more than a month ago. Hahaha. I feel the whole homework particles vibrating in me. Be it vibrating in their own positions or colliding with other particles, whatever. Yea but I actually survived through one week of "mugging" after school with clan (NOPE, WE'RE NOT A CLIQUE!). Well, maybe I didn't mug (I was like writing down notes and stuff) but I fully utilised my time and I felt so proud of myself! I'm a certified big nerd now! 8-)! Maybe it's just something that gives me the motivation to work and press on. I don't know. Yah, SOMETHING. Obviously clan should have an idea what it is. We saw __ like almost everyday! HAHAHA. And RX just keeps laughing. How hilarious. There's a cute baby living 2 FLOORS DOWN! Yea, frigging cute. He/She keeps staring at me and smile smile smile! HAHAHA! I LOVE BABIES! (BUT NOT KIDS. YUCK!) Many good stuff have been happening recently. Sitting with Terence isn't that bad after all. It's very good actually. I think it was a good choice that I was randomly placed at the back and not based on Mr Yap's arrangement to sit beside Justin in the second front row. Terence is such a good partner! He's so smart, helpful! Y'know, he practically, taught me the whole of Modulus and when I didn't understand, he explained everything to me again. And he keeps telling me,"You can do it! Sure will pass one! Good luck!" and stuff. It's just so motivating, to have a great partner plus friend. Though I haven't actually fully utilised my weekend this week, I'm sure I'll do better next week, which is in less than 2 hours. I don't just want to pass, I want to do well. Like, see some improvement in my weak subjects (Though I've kind of like given up on Physics -_- Revision was totally shitty and bloody useless.) I just can't wait for exams to end (Though it hasn't start yet!) I think no matter how everything turns out, I'll probably be happy with myself because I know that I've tried. This is the first time I've done such a crazy thing, to actually start revision more than 2 weeks for the big exam and stay back into school till around 5 (almost) everyday. But for the moment, I should stop my crazy obsession. It's driving me crazy and hyper. And everything I expect for something, I just end up being disappointed. I should know better that life just doesn't have that many coincidences. Ahhh. Hope for the best then! To all the muggers, nerds and beloved geeks in the world, do your best in everything. Cos I love y'all! I'm absolutely in love with geeks. I think I've found one :D P.S. I want Princess Diaries Book 9 badly. So gonna get it!!! |
