无非想放下你, 还是挂念你, 谁又会及我伤悲。
我对你这一生哪个可比
我与你差一些永远一起
邂逅时间场地似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重深呼吸欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的却载不起
爱情来到时候似明媚天气
它走了突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

Look at this, like super gruesome and cruel.





















Look at the amount of blood in the sea. It's enough to dye the sea red.

While it may seem incredible, even today this custom continues, in Dantesque, in the Faroe Islands (Denmark). A country supposedly 'civilized' and an EU country at that. For many people, this attack to life is unknown - a custom to 'show' entering adulthood. It is absolutely atrocious. No one does anything to prevent this barbarism being committed against the Calderon, an intelligent dolphin that is placid and approaches humans out of friendliness.


I have been thinking a lot about the whole 11:11 thing recently. And I don't know whether I should believe it or not. It seems to be true yet, coincidental at times. Sometimes, I feel that, nobody's thinking about you when you see 11:11, it just so happen that you're checking the time and this 4 magical numbers appear.

But there are times when I'm really convinced that someone is thinking of me. There was once, I received an sms and a call at the same time. Sms from friend, and call from Momo. Momo was asking if I missed her yada yada, and then it just so happen that I saw the clock and it says 11:11. And on Monday, I got into the train, and Vanessa sent as sms saying she saw me and I'm at the tail of the train. The time was 11:11. But I really don't want to believe the whole someone-is-thinking-about-you thing because

I always see 4.44. Does that mean I'm going to die soon?

I've always thought that I've lived longer than I should. Because it's a fact that I almost died outside old Tanjong Rhu campus -_- And suddenly, everything seemed like a dream and I woke up from it and continued life normally.

I still remember clearly on that day, the green man was flashing, 11 seconds left. I wanted to cross the road to take bus 158 from the other side. And while I was crossing the road, I wasn't even halfway through, I suddenly stopped walking and turned my head to look on the right. And a few seconds later, a car just braked right in front of me (In a sense, it blocked my way). I stared at the lady driver, who was obviously talking to her female friend sitting beside her, and just continued crossing like nothing had happened.

Up till today, I'm not sure if I was crossing the road when the green man was flashing or when it was a red man. But I'm pretty sure I was not in the wrong as the cars on the other side of the road were not moving.

Whatever, I think my life's pretty screwed and I screw things up again today!!!! I actually forgot to bring the cd for dance today, and Bevan, Maureen & Xinwei had to go burn another so we could actually practise -_-

I still remember the other time I felt like a total asshole was when I forgot the password to eds blog. I tell you, I was so afraid and flustered that I was totally cursing and swearing at myself, like why am I so bullshit and I just kept racking my brains till I finally remembered the password.

How can anyone be so screwed? I really don't understand.

And once again, I'm starting to believe in horoscopes. So true!!!!

Your newest relationship is going well, but you need to take things a little bit more slowly, now. If you act impatient or try to rush this other person, you will only create more stress for yourself -- relax, and trust that things will be what they are destined to be. Let things unfold at their own pace. There are some small details around the house you can take care of while you are waiting for this person to respond to your actions. Keep yourself busy!


I will keep myself busy by cleaning my stuff, looking after brother and his stupid sprained foot.