Should I waste my time and let you lead me on and on?
I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala

lalalalalalalala
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched


I've opened the letter, that I wrote to myself less than a year ago. 16 April 2008, to be exact. It's quite obvious that I was still playful, not serious about stuff, from what I've written on my envelope.

PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL
(OPEN IT & I'LL SMACK YOUR ASS)

TO: HUIEN (HEHE) :D

-ADDRESS-

IF UNDELIVERED, PLEASE SEND IT TO -ADDRESS-
THANKS, :D

16APRIL2008


I must say, I felt a sense of '!?!?!' overwhelming me, like, suddenly, some things just flashed back to my mind.

It read

HELLO! :D
A YEAR HAS PASSED! (I THINK)
RECAP: YOU WATCHED A VIDEO ON A GUY NAMED JOEL, WHO GOT DISFIGURED AND YADA YADA..

IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO YOU, IT'S USELESS POINTING FINGERS AND BLAMING OTHERS. TREAT IT AS A LESSON TO LEARN FROM. DO NOT HATE OTHERS AS IT WILL ONLY BRING ABOUT MISERY :(

WORK HARDER SKETCHY! WORK TOWARDS YOUR DREAM!
LISTEN TO WHAT CCKK SAYS! YOU CAN'T SIT THERE AND DO NOTHING :(

YOUR DREAM - FASHION DESIGNER CUM MODEL :D :D

PAINT OUT THE SKETCHOFLOVE!

LOVE,
SOL
16APRIL2008
(WHEN YOU WERE A HAPPY Y3)


Frankly speaking, the fashion designer cum model thing isn't what I'm really aiming for. Though I still wanna try the whole fashion thing, I also wanna like try out music and other stuff. I'm starting to think about psychology. But I've not given up on fashion yet.

And I know I now can no longer listen to CCKK, I can only listen to myself. My own heart. I want to do what I want. Yes, music. I'm gonna complete Diploma, then learn drums, learn the guitar, learn the bass. Well, maybe I'm trying to accomplish too much but I really hope that passion and drive for music just continues.

I have been doing quite a bit of thinking recently. What do I really want? I don't know for sure now but I know something in my mind is telling me to follow what my heart tells me to do so. There have got to be something that I want.

And I don't know why I smell like sunblock. Ack.