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Ok fellow Flipflops! If you see this, I've done up the new blog and it's HTTP://4FLIPFLOP.BLOGSPOT.COM!

Now, time to settle my issue, and because I don't know who you are, so I can only communicate to you via my blog.

It's a long chunk of words that you've typed there so here it is, as a whole. (And I've kindly helped to add in the capital letters and corrected your typos, no malice intended)

You should totally get a life. Your desperation to be associated to popular people is utterly revolting. Stop acting cool and like the whole world revolves around you, simply because it doesn't, and your attitude simply stirs up rancor and complete abhoration among others who are related to those people you’re dying to get closed to. If you do not, in fact, need others’ validations to live, you wouldn’t require others’ advice, which, by the way, you have already admitted to needing. you’re just hoping to get encouragement from others who, FYI, might not care about you anymore, due to the change in your attitude ever since you got to know certain people. If you’re wondering why some people might not want to talk to you like they used to, stop bugging them, and reflect upon yourself. They might be avoiding you for certain reasons, and unless you change, they’ll probably avoid you forever. So stop trying, and give them a break.


Before you continue with your accusation, I would like to clarify some stuff.

First, I don't act cool. And I don't think I'm cool (I'd rather be cute. Please go grab your trash bag now and puke what you just consumed because I figured you'll probably be disgusted by what I just said). In what sense do I act cool? Please substantiate your point.
Second, regarding the whole world revolves around me, I don't really know. I'm quite blind, apparently.
Third, my attitude, stirs up rancor etc. What attitude? I don't think I've changed and become someone that's so revolting. Seriously, I've changed for the better since Sec 2. I don't spew vulgarities every 5seconds, and I'm actually trying to concentrate on my studies and do my homework. I don't see why I should disgust you.
Fourth, my desperation to be associated to popular people? Can you please name who? Ruixin? Is it really that impossible to genuinely make friends with a person without others interfering?
Fifth, if you saw that validation thing from my sidebar, let me tell you this, that paragraph was there when I downloaded the blogskin and used it and I thought it was nice to keep it there.
And the meaning of validation?
–verb (used with object), -dat⋅ed, -dat⋅ing.
1. to make valid; substantiate; confirm: Time validated our suspicions.
2. to give legal force to; legalize.
3. to give official sanction, confirmation, or approval to, as elected officials, election procedures, documents, etc.: to validate a passport.

What's wrong with getting advice? Everyone needs advice, everyone needs encouragement. And me being someone who can be really emotional, all the more I need is encouragement. I don't see why that should disgust you in any way.
Sixth, change in my attitude ever since I got to know certain people? Who? Bitches? Frankly speaking, I didn't change much. They made my Year 3 life better, and y'know what, I'm happy to have them. And the only people who will hurt me if they don't care about me anymore would be Huiying, bitches, EDS Year 4 Dancers and my family because at least they let me know what's it like being true to someone.
Seventh, as for why certain people don't want to talk to me anymore, I really don't know who you're talking about. This whole chunk of words that you typed was just confusing and I couldn't comprehend like most of what was said. So you're gonna say,"Oh stop faking it. Y'know what I mean." Y'know what? I really don't know what you mean.
Eighth, me trying? Are you trying to make me sound like I'm trying so hard to get something? Oh yes, so what am I trying to get?

Let me make my point clear, maybe it's just me being slow or something, but up till now, I don't actually feel anyone avoiding me. Maybe you got the wrong person, maybe you didn't. Maybe you got some weird false information, and you think that what you just said, is gonna change me.

I had thoughts of whether what you've just said, was on purpose to make me change for the better out of good intentions, or you were just trying to piss me off for the fun of it or you just want me to stay away from certain people. But let me tell you this, if you thought whatever you said, is gonna change who I am, that is so wrong.

If you're my close friend, who did this, because you want me to be who I was (I don't want the vulgar disgusting me back, frankly speaking), I'd rather you tell me face to face or through msn and not here.

If you're here, just pissed with me, and trying to rule my life, I'm sorry but you should go somewhere else to vent your anger.

I'm done with what I've got to say.
And I'm going off to sleep.

My conscience isn't bugging me.