Did you take off while I was gone?
"I can do shuffling with my fingers."
By yours truly.

Epic.

I hate the way I write. And I can see my Year 4 life is obviously in a very bad shape. It doesn't really help y'know, when you failed all your FIRST tests at the start of the year. And I bloody cried because I was just so overwhelmed by Geog test. Like it's a test that I studied for and put much effort in, and I came out, being so confused and I tell you, that sucks.

All it tells me is, I'm studying for nothing. But whatever, I'll continue trying.

At least, Chemistry homework was quite, comforting. 23/35. Something that I passed.

I feel so stressed which probably resulted in my period coming early. (Whatever la, shy what. Every month also come)

Everything just hits like a ton of bricks. I can't be a pessimist. That's just not me. I like being happy but why am I not so happy now. Some things, just seem so hard to do.

I really don't feel like approaching you and talk to you now. I don't know when the right time is. But all I know is that I feel sucky. I keep having doubts about what's really going on, even though the cold hard truth is right before my eyes. I don't know why I keep trusting you over and over again when you just shatter my confidence in you so easily. I never knew human trust and friendship could be betrayed so easily.

So this is how much our friendship worth. To be blocked without consideration.


I don't know why I should feel sad. But my heart goes out to Desirae.

It sucks ok. You morons out there should know what's the difference between being nice, and being misleading. Stop flattering like there's no tomorrow, and act all innocent when something happens.

You think you guys know so much about us girls? Well, y'know what? Y'all just think with your farting dicks.

I will fight for my truth.

I should stand up after falling. Even if it's falling a thousand miles for you.

And I need to lose excess fats too. They should all be gone by SYF!!!!! OMGOMGOMG, THE HORROR.

(I should stop being so superficial and talk about losing weight. But seriously, I think that takes away stress)