You're paralyzing me.
Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and...you're paralyzing me.
Every time you left me behind
All these tears are no longer mine
Because you took it all away and...you're paralyzing me.

Memories they fall apart whenever you're inside my head.
Take my tears they say a lot since you're the one who put them there
When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found.
But I still hung on just hoping for my love to come around.

Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and...you're paralyzing me.
Every time you left me behind
All these tears are no longer mine
because you took it all away and...you're paralyzing me.

I miss those times when things were simple and your heart was mine
I just don't understand how you could threw it all away
When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But I still hung on just hoping for my love to come around.

Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and...you're paralyzing me.
Every time you left me behind
All these tears are no longer mine
Because you took it all away and...you're paralyzing me.

Look up at the sky it's a bird, it's a plane
Nah it's just me again cryin' in the rain
I can't figure out why I feel so ashamed
You pushed me so hard that I feel so insane
Every time I cried you ain't wiped my eyes
Whenever I was scared you weren't by my side
The only thing it did was it made me wise
So I guess it's all good cause it kept me alive


When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But I still hung on just hoping for my love to come around.

Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and...you're paralyzing me.
Every time you left me behind
All these tears are no longer mine
Because you took it all away and...you're paralyzing me.


I know people might think that I'm seeking for attention by emoing on my blog, publicly. But whatever, I can't be bothered. It's like, I don't even like emoing, that's just not me (But there are times whereby you just break down). I don't need sympathy, that's for sure.

And as expected, I failed my first Geog test. Not as bad as I expected. But still, not very good.

I still feel like a drug addict. That sucks. But I can't help it.

Whatever it is, I'm gonna snap out of this whole thing because as Xinwei said,"It's not worth my time." Yes, totally.

Seeing Huiying just makes me happy, being with Bitches makes me happy too, and I'm glad to have them.

I'm glad Serena made the right choice :D (HOHOHO, I KNOW I'M EVIL BUT HE SUCKS!!!!! ASSHOLE.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING!!!! :D

BEN ROMANS! :D

ERIC DILL! :D


Woohoo, love all of them :) 10 February is a nice day. I managed to borrow Size 14 Isn't Fat Either! Still no sight of Ninth Key and Angus Thongs. I swear buying books are starting to become my favourite hobby (I HAVE TO GET THE MEDIATOR SERIES!!!!).

P.S. I may seem insensitive at times but y'know what, I don't really think before I speak which is why I tend to hurt people without realising it. I don't like that feeling of hurting people because it sucks to get hurt.