I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore.
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When d'you think it'd all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taken over by the fear


We've got a silver. I'm neither sad nor happy, just lingering in the middle of nowhere. Pretty much devoid of feelings now.

I can't cry, my tears can't flow. I'm usually this whole crybaby, because I totally cry the easiest, but I didn't. And I'm not going to.

It's over, so there's no point brooding over it, so why not just move on? We've still got a show to go on.

It's a joke, nobody knows
They've got a ticket to the show.

And just enjoy the show.


Maybe I'll truly be upset when EDS Night is over. Because it just signals, end of JH CCA life, which pretty much defines who I really am right now.

Pictures are currently being uploaded onto FB.

I guess they're really pretty. Like really vibrant colours :D

Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
But baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should get in time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love


I chose to believe you instead. I wonder what keeps me going?