That's why I started to hate you so much.
I thought I was going to be so happy, and I was, for like what, 5 minutes?

Dude, conventions are meant to be broken. Bloody hell. Mood totally lost. So much so I don't exactly want to talk to you anymore even though it would mean to be very rude to not reply and leave a conversation hanging. But whatever, this time round I've got to be strong.

这是一个没有答案的问题,我感觉我变了,哦谁让我变了?

I've became a totally different person ever since I knew you.

People seem to love you
They gravitate towards you
That's why I started to hate you so much
And I just completely ignored you

I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for so long
It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong
I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years
All the pain I've caused you (you've caused me)
The constant flow of all the tears


Could you please find it deep within your heart,
To try and go back, go back to the start?


Don't talk about forever, let's just go back to the start, when we're all just friends. Normal friends.

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence, that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew you for a minute but I don't anymore

Oh and it rains in your bedroom, everything's wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't meant it baby
I don't think so


Fuck, I want to cry but the tears can't seem to flow.

You (another), told me to weigh the pros and cons, I did. You felt that the pros were better, now I seriously feel like maybe the cons are weighing me down so badly that I can hardly feel a thing anymore.

It's not you, it's me.

There's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me


So, so what
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what?
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you
Tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine


It will be over. Soon. Just 2 weeks. These memories will be erased.

Whatever I'm still going to reply you. I'm not so bastard to end a conversation in the middle of nowhere.

Off to play Bella' Lullaby. Maybe I would feel better. Virtually impossible.

不要害怕爱情的存在
不然等你真的错过了
再伤心后悔都来不及了