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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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All I ever wanted was a simple way to get over you.
Man. Did I mention that I wanted to bitch so badly 2 days ago but didn't manage to do so? Oh wells, elaborate later.I'm just happy that I managed to master the baby freeze, though my ass really hurts like crap now. Like oww, hurts when I sit on the toiletbowl. Nobody's really giving a damn but hahaha, I'm just happy in my silly own world. Anyway, it's time to rack our brains. PAYBACK TIME. I hope your dick rots like a banana, and your balls turn into stones. Seriously, can't stand certain people. Talk about how others are constantly seeking fame when they themselves are like trying to hard to be a certain someone? Like seriously, similarity much just that they look really horrendous, after so much photoshop? Me: Eh she photoshop her pictures!! See, epic phail. Nobody wants to read your squabbles with random people who are really despo. Like seriously. So XX wannabe. The most disgusting part is definitely the main banner, which is like, zomfg and with all the 'I-don't-care-what-you-say-about-me' attitude. Maybe I'm saying this from a biased POV. But then again, I've never actually heard ANYTHING good about you. People say,"Ah, he/she's nice la." but what, no examples to justify it? And for all the disgusting things that you've done, way too many examples. Double standards much, about how others can't despo and you actually can? Eeew? BYEEEEEE, GONNA ATTEMPT BABY FREEZE ONCE MY BUTT FEELS BETTER. HAHAHAHA :D P.S. Chelsia is damn bloody cute. I've got to breathe, I can't keep going under.
 I should stop spending money like water. Zzz. Should be thankful that I can buy that $129.90 bag, because Momo had the $100 voucher. I must seriously do good deeds and spend $1 buying 3 packets of tissue every month. So I don't get karma. Feeling super pregnant now after eating so much. Must be second puberty has arrived! I'm feeling hungry every single moment. More Handover pictures :D (Group 1!)  I'm bring sexyback.    Me looking awesomely short for once. (ZOMG, HAVE NEVER BEEN SO SHORT BEFORE!)      Super chio small girl!  And Racial Harmony,  Who took this ah??  Never look into camera?  Deserving slap :D (SK looks like he's sayang-ing Justin, don't be mistaken!) Can I ask why we didn't win as well? We had 100% too? Just because we don't really produce the best results, we don't really have the best conduct, then we're subjected to such stuff? Just because we seem to be fucked up, frivolous, failures, faggot so this is what we get? So no matter how much effort we put into something, our actions just don't get recognised eh? So much for fairness. Oh please? We so do not need to be ostracised just because we aren't the cream of the crop. Yea, we can't be fantastic, fabulous, but y'know what, at least we're one hell of a family. Pictures from RX' concert - Butterfly Dreams,  ZOMGZOMGZOMG GUY - NICK SHEN! (Hey, why cannot see his hand at my shoulder! ._.) Deborah: Eh! Nick Shen's over there!   Daddy & Mummy :D  Daddy & Daughter (I'm not thrusting my boobs out. I was just learning back to be closer to Deborah)  Now I will tell you what I've done for you Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me, going under Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily, defeated by you Just when I thought I reached the bottom Farewell. Well, everything's the same in the La La Land.
Baby, that's just me I'm not a supermodel, I still eat McDonald's Baby, that's just me Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything, because of where I Had my start and where I made my name Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine Machine, machine Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress? Well baby, that's just me Who said I can't be single and have to go out and mingle Baby, that's not me, no, no Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything, because of where I Had my start and where I made my name Well, everything's the same in the La La Land Tell me do you feel the way I feel 'Cause nothing else is real in the La La Land appeal Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything, because of where I Had my start and where I made my name Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine Well, I'm not gonna change in the La La Land machine I will stay the same in the La La Land Machine, machine, machine I won't change anything in my life (I won't change anything in my life) I'm staying myself tonight (I'm staying myself tonight) Demi Lovato is like the most awesome Disney star I think. Love her absolutely powerful voice. The way she sang US National Anthem is awesome to the max! :D I knew it! The Malay couple were out to con people of money. Momo encountered them as well, and they gave a different story, but still, about the emergency to send the child to KK Hospital. So on the way to school, Momo and I were devicing ways to make these people learn a lesson, lest more people fall prey to their trickery. 1 When approached, pretend to feel really sad for them and sympathise for them, tell them that you'll go home and take some money, then go to some corner, and call parents. Ask them to bring a camera down, then take pictures of them secretly, or something yeah. Then send the pictures to Town Council, ask them put up posters to warn people of these conmen, or better still, send to police to send them to jail. 2 Tell them you want to take their picture before giving money. Say must take picture to recognise faces to claim money back, then send picture to police station. We came up with quite a lot of funny ideas. HAHAHA, fun :D Hate stinking conmen. And yes, they literally stink.   Coolest handsign by 4Flipflop. It's called Flemming Left Hand rule.    Life is like a soundtrack, and you're Track 4. Love and theft. I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie.
This post isn't meant to target anyone, yes, honestly. I was just deep in thought about certain stuff.Sometimes it's really not your fault that you fell head over heels for someone, whether he/she is worth it or not. But maybe, you'll realise, some people just aren't worth the heartbreaks. Yesyes, I really don't meaning anything, I am also speaking for myself, okay??? It's like, when you like someone, you're totally blind to everything, you can't seem to see how foolish you may be, everything about that person just seems to take away your sense of sight, momentarily. But why does it always have to be heartbreaks, that clear those damned 'cataracts'. Yes, again. Wrong signals. And we shouldn't be taking things too seriously, eh? Some people just don't understand how much I f-ing hate it when people send out all kinds of wrong signals, and mislead you aimlessly. It's even worse when they break your heart, AND continue to mislead again. Hell. Time may heal almost everything, but the emotional scars? Who are you trying to kid? Try getting toyed all these while. There's a reason why they say that we should give it time but time is not enough. And that's the reason why, when you're young to fall in love. I really am not directing this to anyone. Yes, serious. Swear it's true. I don't wanna piss anyone off. I just really had enough of all this kind of shit.
And I'm not in a bad mood. Well, not exactly. Probably sick of this kind of stuff. Did I mention how much I hate random people approaching me and asking to borrow for money, even though it's a small sum? Like what, I got approached twice in less than a week. Last Friday, I was happily walking towards the MRT, then 2 people were obstructing my path. Strolling like nobody's business. To make things worse, they were smoking. Obviously pissed off already. Then the guy heard my footsteps, he turned around then asked,"My baby is ill and I'm in an emergency to send her to KK Hospital. My wife left her wallet in a taxi, and my relatives, they stay in Blk 3C, but they are not at home. D'you mind lending us $5 for taxi fare?" And I was like, lying straight into face and said,"I've got not much money." He continued,"How about $2-3?" Me,"I only have $2 which is to pay for something later." He, persisted,"I really need help." Me,"I'm really sorry." and walked off. Seriously, how the f d'you expect me to believe you? Your daughter needs an emergency, and there you are smoking your asses off and strolling. Your daughter prolly needs to be rushed to the hospital due to the amount of smoke she's inhaling from her chimney parents, so much so, her lungs are probably filled with soot. And today, some random guy again, didn't wanna help him, because he looked like Mas Selamat. I'm evil. Heaven will punish me. But then again, who are going to punish those assholes who smoke and endanger the numerous lives around them? Understandable if it's strangers, but your own daughter? Seriously, go burn in hell, for eternity. Now, I'm really pissed. You had me falling for you honey.
Racial Harmony. Dillon was unwilling to tell his Channel 5 Crime Watch joke. With Boss. Or rather, my competitor. Serena's 2 hubbies taking photo together.  Zexi, Joy, Serena and I          My one week's of practise is all gone. All down the drain. Again. Have to pick myself up again. All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down And it's taking me this long, baby but I figured you out And you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore And you can say that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby Like I did before, you're not sorry, no, no, no, no Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold And you got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being the last to know And now you're asking me to listen 'cause it's worked each time before You had me falling for you honey and it never would've gone away, no You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade What we had was a dream. This dream has to end. Sometimes humans are just weird creatures. You started this mess, so you'd better clean it up. Self control a little please? Getting sick and tired of everything you do. A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before.
Watched last night's episode of Fei Tian just now. Cried, not like shit but still, I haven't been crying because of TV dramas in the longest time.Maybe it's true. You need to break your heart badly before you realise that the dream is over and you've got to move on. Hurts the same when nobody knows I guess that's just how it goes And I, I won't say anything at all I won't see you a while But I guess it depends Well I guess it depends And maybe if I pretend that If it's out of sight, it's out of mind And nobody is wrong And nobody is right Nobody is right Then how come tonight Another piece of me is gone again? A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore The apathy that always leads me And always finds a way to break me down I got so used to just hanging on. Janson's house later. Hopefully I won't die from my own cooking. I wanna be a passable cook though! Like whip up edible food -_- Kinda look forward to it :D And then dinner at Aunt's house later. Bro's gonna bring an entourage of people to fetch me. Z. HAHA, quite funny actually because it's like on the way.  Bro: What are you doing? Me: -prods finger at mouth  Me: -puts finger into mouth Bro: -smiles sweetly  Us: :D It only hurt a bit Playground school bell rings again.
Seriously could have done better for Integration test. Careless careless mistakes. Sigh.Just came back from talk by this World Toilet Organisation guy. Kinda hilarious. Like he totally went like 'bitch' and 'shit' damn loudly -_- Funny much. Eyes are really dry. I can't believe I'm such a forgetful person! I forgot to take my textbook and notebook home to study for Chem! Help? Electrolysis!!!! Suddenly, things are starting to become clear. Is that a sign of letting go? I should've seen it coming but I guess I'm not the only fool. Should I waste my time and let you lead me on and on and on and on? Dead beat. Heart breaks too fast when they're sentimental.
I totally felt like bitching but I guess the little angel in me told me not to, because I don't even know that person that well. So I shouldn't be jumping into conclusions even though, I'm still utterly disgusted. Like sheeez, I've never seen anyone like that before. Well, I don't know you, just that everything I hear about you is always negative, nothing positive, nada. So I shall just be little angel. For today.Seeing the fellow seniors blogging on the EDS Blog, I guess there's nothing more I can say. Well, basically, we're actually saying what we want to say like some broken recorder. I didn't say it's a bad thing, it's kinda good that we feel the same way at the end of the day :) I'm not really good at expressing myself through words and think enough has been said. Thanks to those for being photographers of the day! Videos: Year 4s 'Nobody' dance CK doing a pirouette CK doing a body wave  Traditional Shortlegs & Longlegs photo :D  Year 4s :D  Yusiang-pose.  Maureen-pose.  Year 3s made us do 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls.    Doing Hokey Pokey.  Year 3s: Maureen-pose!  Yusiang-pose!  Kellie-pose!  Kellie and her random shot of me -_-  Year 3s forfeit for not finding us in a game of Hide 'N Seek.   Dance Head: Jialing  Drama Head: Jamie  Treasurer: Priscilla  Secretary: Casandra  Head of Logistics: Yusiang  Head of Publicity: Jeviene  Head of Welfare: Wenxin  Chairperson: Natasha  Vice-Chairperson: Sylvia Hopefully the Year 3s will bring EDS to scale greater heights! I'm sure they will :D Was scanning photos for Mr Yeo, and... I got so addicted, so I scanned like quite a lot of photos :D  Poor Keroppi, eye got trampled by my foot -_-  I LOOK LIKE A CAUCASIAN BAD BOY!!! OMG, SHUAI NOTZXZX!?!?! :D -swoons. Bro asked me to scan my naked baby photo, craziness. I look like a naked baby boy with a vagina. The briefing today was -_-, like Leon and I totally stayed back for 2 hours for a 10 minutes talk? And we're like damn suay please. Mrs Vora: People within this age group (1 May 1993 - ____ 1994) are chosen to take part in this test. Bye :D More baby pics on FB. I swear Bro used to be so cute. WHAT HAPPENED!?!?!?! |
