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I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie.
This post isn't meant to target anyone, yes, honestly. I was just deep in thought about certain stuff.Sometimes it's really not your fault that you fell head over heels for someone, whether he/she is worth it or not. But maybe, you'll realise, some people just aren't worth the heartbreaks. Yesyes, I really don't meaning anything, I am also speaking for myself, okay??? It's like, when you like someone, you're totally blind to everything, you can't seem to see how foolish you may be, everything about that person just seems to take away your sense of sight, momentarily. But why does it always have to be heartbreaks, that clear those damned 'cataracts'. Yes, again. Wrong signals. And we shouldn't be taking things too seriously, eh? Some people just don't understand how much I f-ing hate it when people send out all kinds of wrong signals, and mislead you aimlessly. It's even worse when they break your heart, AND continue to mislead again. Hell. Time may heal almost everything, but the emotional scars? Who are you trying to kid? Try getting toyed all these while. There's a reason why they say that we should give it time but time is not enough. And that's the reason why, when you're young to fall in love. I really am not directing this to anyone. Yes, serious. Swear it's true. I don't wanna piss anyone off. I just really had enough of all this kind of shit.
And I'm not in a bad mood. Well, not exactly. Probably sick of this kind of stuff. Did I mention how much I hate random people approaching me and asking to borrow for money, even though it's a small sum? Like what, I got approached twice in less than a week. Last Friday, I was happily walking towards the MRT, then 2 people were obstructing my path. Strolling like nobody's business. To make things worse, they were smoking. Obviously pissed off already. Then the guy heard my footsteps, he turned around then asked,"My baby is ill and I'm in an emergency to send her to KK Hospital. My wife left her wallet in a taxi, and my relatives, they stay in Blk 3C, but they are not at home. D'you mind lending us $5 for taxi fare?" And I was like, lying straight into face and said,"I've got not much money." He continued,"How about $2-3?" Me,"I only have $2 which is to pay for something later." He, persisted,"I really need help." Me,"I'm really sorry." and walked off. Seriously, how the f d'you expect me to believe you? Your daughter needs an emergency, and there you are smoking your asses off and strolling. Your daughter prolly needs to be rushed to the hospital due to the amount of smoke she's inhaling from her chimney parents, so much so, her lungs are probably filled with soot. And today, some random guy again, didn't wanna help him, because he looked like Mas Selamat. I'm evil. Heaven will punish me. But then again, who are going to punish those assholes who smoke and endanger the numerous lives around them? Understandable if it's strangers, but your own daughter? Seriously, go burn in hell, for eternity. Now, I'm really pissed. |
