A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before.
Watched last night's episode of Fei Tian just now. Cried, not like shit but still, I haven't been crying because of TV dramas in the longest time.

Maybe it's true. You need to break your heart badly before you realise that the dream is over and you've got to move on.

Hurts the same when nobody knows
I guess that's just how it goes
And I, I won't say anything at all

I won't see you a while
But I guess it depends
Well I guess it depends
And maybe if I pretend that
If it's out of sight, it's out of mind

And nobody is wrong
And nobody is right
Nobody is right
Then how come tonight
Another piece of me is gone again?

A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
And always finds a way to break me down


I got so used to just hanging on.

Janson's house later. Hopefully I won't die from my own cooking. I wanna be a passable cook though! Like whip up edible food -_- Kinda look forward to it :D And then dinner at Aunt's house later.

Bro's gonna bring an entourage of people to fetch me. Z. HAHA, quite funny actually because it's like on the way.


Bro: What are you doing?
Me: -prods finger at mouth


Me: -puts finger into mouth
Bro: -smiles sweetly


Us: :D


It only hurt a bit
I still feel like shit
And I think you won't be able to recognize me now
It's easier to quit
Harder to admit and
You're pushing me, you're fucking pushing me

Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
You break like it's even
When you're leaving and
Thin, where the hell have you been?

Cause you always win
You always win

Laughin' like it works
Bleeding like it don't hurt
Knock you off your feet
Even if you need me
Tear you apart, and I hate how I need you