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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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We're happy to pretend everything's gonna be okay.
Tomorrow's handover. It seems so fast, like almost a year has passed, and it's now our turn to pass the positions to our juniors.Had fun? Yea, I guess I did. Even though I had my fair share of shit and bitterness. I enjoyed Year 2 and 3 life in EDS a lot, in a way, Mt. Sinai bonded our level as a whole. We went home together, talked along the way, knew more about each other. I like the feeling that we felt like a big happy family, that got along really well and everything would seem to be fine after dance practices. Then responsibilities came on, we started to take charge of certain stuff. Felt the stress, felt the heat but what does it matter? Enjoying the process was what's most important I guess. I'm sure we did have fun, when we were thinking of all kinds of weird ideas. Sometimes, planning seems even better than the real thing, and I've learnt never to keep your expectations too high, lest they fall short of it, and you end up with disappointments. Sometimes, Tanjong Rhu isn't all that good afterall. Sad to say, we kinda didn't really bond anymore, because everyone goes home through different ways, and not the common MRT. Frankly speaking, maybe it's good that everything's over. I'm kinda tired of everything. Maybe some people just won't understand, but some will. Face it, we just ain't bonded anymore. I'm not trying to spoil anyone's mood, my mood isn't anywhere near good but things have to end eventually, and I'm just kinda peeved it has to end this way. Be it bondedness or not, or just that everything started to suck, maybe it's good that we end this here. I'm starting to sound like a bitch, and this is just how the way I saw certain things. And it's not just me. Good times, bad times. There were definitely more of good times, EDS gave me the time of my life, it's the thing that keeps me going every week, it's the reason why I go to school. But towards the end, sadly, it wasn't really that much anymore. All good things have to come to an end, and I'm sad that it has to be this. No one ever really bonds. Perhaps it's just a wishful thinking of my part. All the best for juniors. Particarly you. I love you to the max, one big red heart. There's so much that I wanted to give you but I can't anymore. I never really had the capability of doing it anyway. Tomorrow, it'll all be over. The day has to come. I dread certain things, unhappiness but it'll soon be over.   We never had a full comm picture. See what I mean? P.S. I'm not trying to ruin anyone's perfect day/night. It's just me and my world. Ok final. |
