Why are my convictions blinded by your spotlight?
I don't know if today was awesome or not. Every moment, every time spent with you is a treasured memory. Maybe I shouldn't view it as a bad thing, maybe things will be better like this.

All your confirmations, may have brought me down time and again but I don't know why I have such perserverance (Well, nicer word for stubborness). Or maybe, I can't imagine life without you anymore. I've never felt this way before, you make me weak in my knees, you make my heart beat like crazy, you make me blush like a tomato. With you, I've got to tell myself to breathe. Crazy eh?

My heart beat beats me senselessly
Why's everything got to be so intense with me
I'm trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It's a long shot, but I say why not
If I say forget it, I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it, there's no chance
'Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot

Oh I waited for fact to come of fiction
And you fit my description
I never saw you coming
But we'll make it


I don't know how many confirmations I need, at least 3 has happened. I don't want to give up yet.

I will treasure the toy, it's like the cutest thing ever, because of the special meaning behind it. When I'm an old spinster next time, maybe I can hug it and just be reminded of you. You're such a smiling sweetheart.

Thanks anyway, for doing something that you don't like. Exception I guess :) I guess, that's the most precious thing I've ever gotten?

Don't you know that
I'll be here forever
Even if you leave

You can love
You can lust
You can use me
All you want
You can lie
You can trust
You confuse me


Maybe I'm just confusing myself but it's ok, I'm still holding on.

A setback doesn't mean much to me anymore, I've never been like this before, and since I've come pretty far, so why not?

If I can't have you, then I don't want anyone.
You're the best I got.

:)

I'm not upset, I kinda know it. You just mean a whole deal to me. And cheers to whatever we've got.