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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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I won't forget, I won't forget about us.
Woke up this morning and remembered that Daddy was going back to work after what seems like so long, and I got pretty much overwhelmed with emotions. So much has happened in the past 1 and a half years, and I don't think many people actually knew what exactly happened, well, at least I think only a handful knew and I'm glad that from all these while, from the start, Huiying was beside me and I'm glad that we became closer than ever. Closer than we were in Sec 1 and 2.I still remember that day, it was one of the rare days that Huiying was back in school and I was excitedly running down to the Foyer to meet her and got so excited. Still remembered we intended to go to Orchard to shop, along with Monica and Sijin (If I'm not wrong). We were like happily having our lunch and chatting and then, I received an sms from bro. Instantly, I was crestfallen, and I just broke down in the middle of the frigging canteen, and Huiying started talking to me. She started telling me about what happened to her too, she told me to be strong, and be brave, and always to be happy because I should be a pillar, a source of joy and infect others with it. My mind was in a whirl, full of confusion, I didn't know what to do. I just hugged her and cried. She was there for me, to lend me her shoulder to cry on. And in the end, I didn't go to shop with them, I went straight home, hide behind my pokerface. But as soon as I turned the shower on, I just cried endlessly. Huiying would just keep talking to me, to make me feel better, up till now, I'm still very touched by her actions, I'm glad to have her as my best friend, glad that she was there, to put up with my silly nonsense for so long, glad to listen to my endless ramblings. I'm happy and fortunate too, that I could listen to her talk about certain things. Because of Huiying, I got to try things I never did before. I did things that were unusual, well at least not typical me. I tried the drums, I've never been so open about my feelings before. I remember all the time we spent together, going for The Click Five's Modern Minds And Great Times World Tour, always walking from Dhoby Gaut to Far East plaza, watching Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snoggings, sitting in the library with you and talk cock, going to your house and look at you play your guitar while I sing along. The things we could do are endless, and I'm lucky to have you as my best friend. It's kinda amazing how we can sustain our friendship even though we're no longer in the same school anymore. I know I get really really annoyed (More than others), when my parents think that I spend far too much time with you, but every hour, every minute, every second, spent with you is worth it. I learn new things each time, I'm always happy and crazy when I'm with you. They don't really understand why we HAVE to meet up, but I do know why. The significance of your actions, and how you stood by me, when I was facing the 'crisis', is unforgettable. And you've always said,"It's better to love than to not love at all." I'm glad I was true about my feelings, althought it's going to be a year, I think I will pull through this. What does one year mean, when I actually made up my mind, to wait for 3, 4 years? What does three heartbreaks mean, when the tears I've cried are countless? And I'll love you always, my best friend. .jpg) With Wenny. .jpg) At Click Five concert P.S. Am super looking forward to Friday. Sorry, am I not supposed to be high about class outing at Sentosa :(? |
