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You know I'm your midnight romeo.
By the end of the night You'll be screaming for more more more of me Tonight's a big night so let's make history My lips touch your lips My hands is on your hips What’s it gonna take for you to give me my goodnight kiss Oh whoa My heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow Oh whoa Feels so right you just can’t say no Late night gonna hit the town Gonna take you out Gonna make you go Whoa whoa Midnight Romeo Show me yours and I'll show you mine Gonna make you sweat Gonna feel it head to toe You know I'm your midnight Romeo I'll be your Dr. Jekyll your Mr. Hyde The best of both worlds when you get inside my place place place with me You be the lock, I'll be the key Tonight’s about to win Tell me baby are we more than friends Tonight your dinner’s free What’s in it for me Oh whoa My heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow Oh whoa Feels so right you just can’t say no Late night gonna hit the town Gonna take you out Gonna make you go Whoa whoa Midnight Romeo Show me yours and I'll show you mine Gonna make you sweat Gonna feel it head to toe You know, I'm your midnight Romeo Now it's time I’ll turn the lights down low Show me yours and I'll show you mine Gonna make you sweat Gonna be your Romeo In my head it's time to lose control Whoa whoa I’m your midnight Romeo Late night gonna hit the town Gonna take you out Gonna make you go Whoa whoa Late night gonna hit the town Gonna take you out Gonna make you whoa Whoa whoa Midnight Romeo Show me yours and I'll show you mine Gonna make you sweat Gonna feel it head to toe You know I'm your midnight Romeo Late night gonna hit the town Gonna take you out Gonna make you go Whoa whoa Midnight Romeo Show me yours and I'll show you mine Gonna make you sweat Gonna feel it head to toe You know I'm your midnight Romeo  CJ Baran (Lead Singer) is awesome! I've to say I don't really like Joe Cheng's mini album, only the first song seems nice to me (currently). And I seriously think they tweaked his voice. Because his voice lacks power!! Watch his videos on the TKA song. I should be studying and not camping at the computer, watching SNSD videos. But I start to go insane, everytime that you look at me.
Mad happiness, and mungry (Mad hungry).18 days till the end of EOYs!! I know it hasn't started, but hello, 18 days. Hahaha, ain't it exciting? I'm looking forward to many many events (Ok maybe not that many but at least my life is interesting for once! :D) .jpg) And am going to Taiwan next year. Looking forward to all the awesome food (And gorge myself to death) I don't wanna miss last day of school, 30 October is the last day right? :/ Sigh ._. Didn't study today but at least, I spent time on homework at library with JJ, Sinyee and Richard :) My soap looks like, I don't know what. It smells nice anyway. What lies behind every smile? But you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep. And I can see this unraveling, your love is where I'm falling but please don't catch me. Run far away so I can breathe, even though you're far from suffocating me. I can't set my hopes too high, 'cause every hello ends with a goodbye. We were happy like the shades of May when we got carried away.
Until I viewed it in black and white Then I reviewed every frame and basic shape And sealed the exits with caution tape Don’t refocus your eyes in the darkness And don’t remember this place unless I describe all the things that you cannot see And we’ll unravel the mystery Farewell all my friends in textbooks, I’m going home ‘Cause my blood cells cannot depend on the weather in photographs There’s a light show out my window, somewhere way up there Dear Vienna, are you singing? Dear Vienna, are you swinging? Dear Vienna, we were happy like the shades of May when we got carried away I regarded the world as such a sad sight Until I viewed it in black and white Then I reviewed every frame and basic shape And sealed the exits with caution tape Don’t refocus your eyes in the darkness And don’t remember this place unless I describe all the things that you cannot see And we’ll unravel the mystery I was so far out of place Watching those stars in outer space 'Cause I am so far from where you are There’s a light show out my window, somewhere way up there Dear Vienna, are you singing? Dear Vienna, are you swinging? Dear Vienna, we were happy like the shades of May when we got carried away Funny how you played hero and Mr Nice Guy in my dreams. But at the end of the dream, that's not you. Just someone I wanted for you to be, subconsciously. I tell everyone we are through 'Cause I'm so much better without you But it's just another pretty lie 'Cause I break down Everytime you come around So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in Should've known better than trying to let you go 'Cause here we go go go again Hard as I try I know I can't quit Something about you is so addictive We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know 'Cause here we go go go again You never know what you want You never say what you mean But I start to go insane Everytime that you look at me For some reason, I don't understand why a huge part of me is excited about the Hainan World Congress (Read today's Home cover) and then, a whole lot of us will be going to Hainan Island. And I wanna go Taiwan. Pretty please? :(      I know that I should say goodbye. But it's no use, can't be with or without you. I'm taking all your memories off the shelf.
And I don't need you or anybody else. Not.Talked to Justin, I don't really know what I want. Thanks Brother anyway, for listening to what I've got to say on frivolous issues, not sure if I felt better. Brothers forever! :) Got to get down to studying, it's no good to be behaving like this, just like what Sumei said. Thanks anyway! (Your birthday card is not gonna be like a card but nvm HAHA, I'll make sure it's pretty at least :D) So tired of everything, maybe I've come to the verge of breaking down. On an emotional streak again. It's dumb, stupid. So what if it's gonna be 1 year? It doesn't mean anything anyway. I don't even know why you even bother to talk to me. And you smiled the whole way through it, I guess maybe that's what's worse. Just stop talking to me ok? Don't say something, then do the otherwise. Telling me you're sorry, then continue doing stuff that hurts me. Just let me live happily. I haven't been myself for the past year. Does it give you a sense of achievement to see people behaving like this, to go through all these hurt and pain? I don't even know why we call this thing, friendship. It was all built on lies and fallacies. Let's make a mess, steal a kiss in the moment.
Let the pictures do the talking :) Serena's birthday card ^-^! (Should I divorce you D:) My beloved Sooyoung :D         So what if she's loud and unglam? But that's what I love about her. Frank, straightforward, retarded, and funny. I really do love funny people. 내 품 안에 꼭 안아줄게 my love.
Tempted to change my blog song again (But I can't, on Bro's Mac) Sheesh, I've got many interesting ideas for different things, and then I feel like hopping around again :DSometimes, I really don't understand why some people can't get the whole 'Generation Gap' thing. I mean like, yea, the adults have seen more, experienced more, they feel that their advice is the best but then again, the world is changing, and change is the only constant isn't it? Long hair isn't just restricted to neighbourhood schools or anything. Even guys in our school, desperately try to hide their precious long fringes from the hawking eyes of teachers. And the length of the hair doesn't determine what one person is like. If your hair is long, and dyed blonde, I don't really see how it actually affects your working abilities. Some may say, you'll look bad and your interviewer will probably not want to hire you based on your looks. But then again, future bosses of big companies, are gonna have the same kind of hair so at the end of the day, I don't think it's a big problem (Unless you've got greasy unwashed hair and your shirt is tucked out during the interview then hmmmm) I guess it's the same. Like how some people are neat freaks and some people, just have a pile of mess all over their table. Well, my table is like mad untidy but I'm fine with it. As long as I've got enough area to do my work, I don't see that it's much of a problem. On the other hand, if my table is too neat, I'll feel that I'm not utilising my working area (But I'll be sure to clear up that damn mess after exams. I so wanna throw all my books and piles of paper away) Why do people actually feel that text-messaging and instant-messaging attribute to our lousy speech? I don't actually see myself texting like 'c u l8r' or whatever shit not because it just looks plain stupid and whatever!?!?! Like 'See you later' looks so much nicer. Plus I make it a habit to type proper English (Unless it's really long words like 'seriously' then I'll be lazy and use Srsly) but I don't go around typing '4 u' or something. Argh. And when I laugh at Ris Low (Go read today's Life!), I don't feel that I'm laughing at myself. And I feel she's speaking in such a manner because she's trying so damn hard to fake some accent, and at the end of the day, she just ends up making a fool of herself. True, Singaporeans (Most I say) don't really have a good command of English, but there's still a handful of people out there who actually can speak Standard English without trying to act like a Caucasian. Just pisses me off, when people tend to generalise everything. Oh Generation Y is selfish, they only love themselves, and whatsoever, they don't bother to, and don't see the need to self improve. Ahh, whatever shit. I'm sure Generation Z is gonna be so much worse. Kids from the age of 5 - 14 piss me off to no end. Don't talk about the future generation. Sometimes, I really wonder if introducing more kids into this place we live in would be the right thing to do. I think if my kid acts smart and haughty, I'll probably slap his/her face. I'll make sure my kid won't be a brat. And make sure he/she keeps his/her unicorn status till he/she is married. Ok, I'm so damn hungry. Oh, and by the way, E-learning is convenient, but not very effective. Very hard to convey my questions. But thanks nevertheless. Makes me feel like holding on even more. You make it hard for breathing.
You came into my life and I thought "Hey, you know, this could be something" 'Cause everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now I'm left with nothing 'Cause maybe it's true That I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you thought that it got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one I remember every look upon your face The way you roll your eyes The way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay I'm finally now believing That maybe it's true That I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you thought that it got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one Yeah, yeah I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought, "Hey," Maybe it's true That I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you thought that it got me coming undone And I'm thinking I can't live without you 'Cause, baby, two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life But I'll figure it out When it's all said and done Two is better than one Two is better than one Celebrated Serena's birthday in advance yesterday! Well I was really dead by the end of the day. I hope you enjoyed yourself wifey! :D We went to Wild Wild Wet (To Ruixin's, Deborah's and my surprise, we couldn't believe it when Serena said she wanted to go there) and well, we did a lot of crazy retarded stuff and studied! Serena and her F1 costume, Deborah and her airy costume, Ruixin and her weird mix, and me looking like a lifeguard (Got a razorback tanline. LOL) Headed for the kiddy area and did the kiddy slides, and I swear, never follow their instructions. I laid down the way the picture showed and water got into my nose. Talked about wave frequency while frolicking in Shiok River. Seriously, don't get it. Just because we're in Singapore, and we speak Singlish, doesn't mean we should come up with such names for our rides. Sounds quite kuakua actually. At the Ular-lah ride: Finally went for the Waterworks! And I swear I'm crazy. There's the super dark one, whereby you practically can't see a single, and when I saw a little light, the first thought that came to my mind was light refraction and I started thinking of the periscope -_-!?!? While at the Tsunami, we found a key at the bottom of the 'sea' and I thought of the woman saying,"The keys face chlorine attack." Chemistry. And we concluded that the waves are constructive as the swash is stronger than the backwash. Talked about transverse waves, sinusoidal. We're totally senseless -_- Went to Kbox and before singing Mr Q, we were like,"Qiu Lao Shi hao!" and started zi-highing. Sang Cao Cao, so we also touched a little on ACC. What a productive day, eh ^_^? Pictures with Serena (Tried to take picture of us bathing/changing but failed terribly. Mwahaha) Priceless unglam shots of Deborah! :D I don't know how to love you more, my friend.
EDS Night Year 4 Dance: Wired. I look so horrendous, I never wanna see myself dance again (I don't see the fire in my eyes!!!! Where, Huiying, where!!!!) Have been buying records. Like dumbshit. I just wasted half of my savings. Ok no, these are good investments, on my way to building a built in CD shelf on the wall. Zomg. Mad happiness. So excited to be Miss Independent. Must work really hard. And I've told Wenny, I've got more reasons to stay than to leave actually. And y'know what, I thought, if I stay, I'm so gonna show you how I can totally live without you, totally survive without your attention, and show you how much I don't need you. I've thought about it. I don't regret knowing you, I enjoyed the times we shared. I don't hate you, I just hate myself for being so weak. And I've said,"If there's a dark side to you, I haven't seen it." Actually, I'm pretty sure I knew it all along, it's just that I deceived myself. But I still believe that I must have done something good to meet you. I still love you, my friend. Everytime that we meet, I skip a heartbeat, I skip a heartbeat for you. Seriously, love Hey Monday and SFG. It's not about you, it's me. Me and Wenny crazy over SNSD like two big retards. What if I said I love you?
I can't believe This is here happening, Our situation isn't right Get real who you're playing with, I never thought he'd be like this You were supposed to be there by my side When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it You're always ready to give up and never turn around But what if I need you baby Would you even try to save me Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to Or would you watch me walk away without a fight So sick of worrying, That ya gonna quit over anything I could trip and you would let go like that And everything that we ever were Seems to fade but not the hurt Cause you don't know the good things from the bad When I say that I want you You know that I mean it And in my hour of weakness There's still time to try But what if I need you baby Would you even try to save me Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to Or would you watch me walk away Without a fight Every time I speak you try and stop me 'Cause every little thing I say is wrong You say your noticing but you never see this is who I really am that you can't leave Makes me wanna know right now If it's me you'll leave without Or would you change your mind But what if I need you But what if I need you baby Would you even try to save me Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to Or would you watch me walk away without a... Baby what if I need you Yeah, yeah What if I need you, what if I you Ooh, ooh, if I need you What if I need you Need you, you, you I'm not going for YEP. I want to get out of DHS. Get my butt out of this place forever. I will study harder so as to get away from this place. As soon as possible. I shouldn't have placed any hopes. I shouldn't have dug a deeper hole. I shouldn't have asked you for help again. I shouldn't have told myself that my efforts would pay off someday because it will never. You shouldn't have even been nice to me. You shouldn't agree to help me. You shouldn't have carried out what I asked of you. I should have accepted the cold truth from the start. If I'm motivated to study harder, it probably isn't for you anymore. It's for my future, to get out of this sickening place, for which I held on so long to because of you. For almost a year, I haven't really been myself. I've became this hugeass romantic and yea, I'm downright foolish. Believing that things would turn out like Xiangqin and Zhishu. No, such things will never happen because fairytales never come true. Happily ever after comes with a price. Maybe after this, I will be a happier person. I used to can't imagine leading my life without you but now I'll try to live life without you. It's not your fault that you function this way, it's just that, I function my own way too. But what if I need you baby? Would you even try to save me? Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true? I'm sick of being an idiot for so long. Sick of having so much faith in myself to hold on. Sick of having some false hope for so long. Thanks JJ, for reminding me that I have this song. Thanks Justin, for telling me to press on and have faith. Am I ready to give up? I probably don't mean a thing to you all these while. All the 'I knew you the most' shit, I really wonder. If I really get out of DHS, sorry Bryan, Ahma loves you a lot. Ahma should stay for you so you can be well, a least a weeny bit happier. Sorry Sinyee, you're trying to get into SH, but I don't think I've the capability to hold out any longer. Sorry Wenzhong, we can't compete in Centerstage together. And there's nothing there for you to prove.
Zomg super funny. There's a video showing why some of the guys are cross dressing. Love Hee Chul. He's like super funny while dancing 'Tell Me' :D Finally, only a little left of Gee to learn. Can do the crabwalking thing! Mwahahaha :D I'm super happy again! CCA phototaking and I sat at the first row again! Alrights, I'm very hungry from all the dancing. I keep you with me in my heart.
I know I shouldn't be feeling this happy. I know I shouldn't be allowing myself to sink deeper?But y'know what, I'm gonna heck care. Maybe I'll feel the pain much worse at the end of the day but I wanna live through this shortlived happiness. You probably don't know how much all these little things mean to me but they just brighten up my whole day, even though it means my disappointments will be greater. Feel like twirling around and dancing around. I want Sept hols to come right now!!!! Doppelganger has the same height as me :O! Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard I'm lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend Lucky to have been where I have been Oh and class phototaking was fun! Was very excited to be sitting in the first row for once, and beside Mr Yap too!! Double happiness. Y'know how not fun it is to be standing either at the second or last row every year!!! I hope the pictures turn out well :D :D So I offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else.
Deleted my blog posts from the old blog. These memories have to go away anyway. Fairytales were never meant to last. The old days, fun but they're long over.It's funny how we used to be so close and now we're just miles apart. Maybe it wasn't even that strong in the first place, that's why this friendship buckled so easily under all the lies. Being emotional 2 years ago is entirely different from what it is now. It wasn't even emotional then, but now? It's another side of me, I'm acting out. At the end of the day, it's always the same few people that I can confide in, how I feel about certain things. Sometimes, I don't know if you (Supposedly brother) even understand, you tell me you've never seen anyone like me before but then again, I don't even know whatever I'm feeling is what I truly feel. All these while, I've always thought I was getting better, just doesn't seem so does it? Everything came crashing down again. I can't read your thoughts, I don't know why you're messing with my head, maybe I haven't had enough of this. Maybe I'm addicted to this. I wish I could press the button that says,"I don't need you". Is it time to delete you? For why I held so long, all these while, I've lived through your attention. I'm trying not to think about you, can't you just let me be? I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind. Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life? It's just so pathetic. 'Cause how much, is too much, to give you? Well I may never know so I'll just give until there's nothing else. I shouldn't even be on the computer. Mars Bar didn't even help make me feel better. Physics time. No time to be emotional. It's September for nuts. Finished the Harry Potter series in 1 half months. I think it's fast considering the fact I'm a slow reader and I kept dozing off during the last fighting scene before Voldemort dies (How exciting). I think Snape sounds really cute when he was like peeping at Lily from afar. |
