I'm taking all your memories off the shelf.
And I don't need you or anybody else. Not.

Talked to Justin, I don't really know what I want. Thanks Brother anyway, for listening to what I've got to say on frivolous issues, not sure if I felt better. Brothers forever! :)

Got to get down to studying, it's no good to be behaving like this, just like what Sumei said. Thanks anyway! (Your birthday card is not gonna be like a card but nvm HAHA, I'll make sure it's pretty at least :D)

So tired of everything, maybe I've come to the verge of breaking down. On an emotional streak again. It's dumb, stupid.

So what if it's gonna be 1 year? It doesn't mean anything anyway. I don't even know why you even bother to talk to me.

And you smiled the whole way through it, I guess maybe that's what's worse.

Just stop talking to me ok? Don't say something, then do the otherwise. Telling me you're sorry, then continue doing stuff that hurts me. Just let me live happily.

I haven't been myself for the past year.

Does it give you a sense of achievement to see people behaving like this, to go through all these hurt and pain?

I don't even know why we call this thing, friendship.
It was all built on lies and fallacies.