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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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What if I said I love you?
I can't believe This is here happening, Our situation isn't right Get real who you're playing with, I never thought he'd be like this You were supposed to be there by my side When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it You're always ready to give up and never turn around But what if I need you baby Would you even try to save me Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to Or would you watch me walk away without a fight So sick of worrying, That ya gonna quit over anything I could trip and you would let go like that And everything that we ever were Seems to fade but not the hurt Cause you don't know the good things from the bad When I say that I want you You know that I mean it And in my hour of weakness There's still time to try But what if I need you baby Would you even try to save me Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to Or would you watch me walk away Without a fight Every time I speak you try and stop me 'Cause every little thing I say is wrong You say your noticing but you never see this is who I really am that you can't leave Makes me wanna know right now If it's me you'll leave without Or would you change your mind But what if I need you But what if I need you baby Would you even try to save me Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to Or would you watch me walk away without a... Baby what if I need you Yeah, yeah What if I need you, what if I you Ooh, ooh, if I need you What if I need you Need you, you, you I'm not going for YEP. I want to get out of DHS. Get my butt out of this place forever. I will study harder so as to get away from this place. As soon as possible. I shouldn't have placed any hopes. I shouldn't have dug a deeper hole. I shouldn't have asked you for help again. I shouldn't have told myself that my efforts would pay off someday because it will never. You shouldn't have even been nice to me. You shouldn't agree to help me. You shouldn't have carried out what I asked of you. I should have accepted the cold truth from the start. If I'm motivated to study harder, it probably isn't for you anymore. It's for my future, to get out of this sickening place, for which I held on so long to because of you. For almost a year, I haven't really been myself. I've became this hugeass romantic and yea, I'm downright foolish. Believing that things would turn out like Xiangqin and Zhishu. No, such things will never happen because fairytales never come true. Happily ever after comes with a price. Maybe after this, I will be a happier person. I used to can't imagine leading my life without you but now I'll try to live life without you. It's not your fault that you function this way, it's just that, I function my own way too. But what if I need you baby? Would you even try to save me? Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true? I'm sick of being an idiot for so long. Sick of having so much faith in myself to hold on. Sick of having some false hope for so long. Thanks JJ, for reminding me that I have this song. Thanks Justin, for telling me to press on and have faith. Am I ready to give up? I probably don't mean a thing to you all these while. All the 'I knew you the most' shit, I really wonder. If I really get out of DHS, sorry Bryan, Ahma loves you a lot. Ahma should stay for you so you can be well, a least a weeny bit happier. Sorry Sinyee, you're trying to get into SH, but I don't think I've the capability to hold out any longer. Sorry Wenzhong, we can't compete in Centerstage together. |
