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Hello, I'm Huien. Member of It's F, Bitch, with the title of Lucky Cute Bitch. |
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情歌被打败，爱已不存在。
Or make any with precision Well, maybe you should tie me up So I don't go where you don't want me You say that I've been changing That I'm not just simply ageing Well, how could that be logical? Just keep on craming ideas down my throat Woah You don't have to believe me But the way I, way I see it Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back And break it, break it off Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror If Gods the game that you're playing Well, we must get more aquainted Because it has to be so lonely to be the only one who's holy It's just my humble opinion but it's one that I believe in You don't deserve a point of view If the only thing you see is you Woah You don't have to believe me But the way I, way I see it Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back Or break it, break it off Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror This is the last second chance (I'll point you to the mirror) I'm half as good as it gets (I'll point you to the mirror) I'm on both sides of the fence (I'll point you to the mirror) Without a hint of regret I'll hold you to it I know you don't believe me But the way I, way I see it Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back Or break it, break it off Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror I know you won't believe me But the way I, way I see it Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back Or break it, break it off Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror Sorry for putting up this song D: Bear with it for a while! Lunch with Bryn at Aston's and then town with iCandy FM :D Words can't describe all the crazy little things done. Now, I'm scouting for new clothes. Shall settle lots of things soon! (Hopefully!)  Shy :$   Love :D    From iCandy, pink pillows :D   Awwwwwwwww :D Ok, bye for now. P.S. Results today came out much better than expected. Lower your expectations and you'll gain more, I guess? I feel quite heartened. Pray that tomorrow will just be as good. Got lucky! 2 days to Hainan World Conference! When I lost hope, you were there to remind me, this is the start.
Truckloads of thanks to the Year 4 DHPea committee, for planning this event. Isn't easy, with problems coming up along the way. Even for me, dealing with the banner, was bad enough. Since it started out being the Year 4 Level Camp booklet design, I had to make several changes along the way in a really short amount of time. Original design for Year 4 Level Camp booklet  Edited design rushed in 1 night  Final design with the help of Hito, who helped me like blow up the image, darken the pencil markings, fill in certain parts and made them into one long 1 x 6m banner. FYI, it was like the original length on her MBP, which lagged her com like mad, so I felt darn guilty. I enjoyed the 2 days thoroughly. Even though 4F was lagging behind on the first day, we really improved a lot on the second and came in third overall! It was really amazing, how we bonded so well, fought hard together. F1 gave us a really good advantage, and Terence just kept telling F2,"Hey guys! Let's keep it up! We can do it! Don't let down the previous group's efforts! Try to closen up the gap!" Being the 2nd last group to finish photog, we ended up catching up really quickly. Though we were 20 out of 24 placing, I'm sure we did try our best. We ran and walk, cheered each other on, supported each other, I think that's what meant the most. When we had the telematch, we were more into enjoying ourselves thoroughly and I'm glad to say we kept our spirits high up. We were happy with every little thing we won. Say, even though we didn't manage to score for the Dog & Bone game, we should celebrate the fact that we managed to pull a ribbon off from another team. I didn't cry this time round, maybe it's because, I know we're all gonna be somewhere better and that, we're still gonna be this really awesome class. I've never been so bonded to a group/community before, so thanks 4F, for all the wonderful memories! A mixture of feelings overwhelmed me though. But at least now, I know I've cleared some things in my head. I know that my life has changed more or less but for now, I'll treat you just like any other friend and I know, I want the best for you and you're still the awesome friend I used to have. Yes, I can look at you in the eyes and tell myself, that it's really over. But why? I don't know. I'm still searching for the answer. PEA over, let's move on to YEP. I'm going for YEP, are you? P.S. Jiejie, awesome much. Thanks for fighting for me! And yes, I want my banner, though I don't know where I can keep it. HAHAHAHA :D 那樣的回憶 那麼足夠 足夠我天天 都品嚐著寂寞 知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛 Thanks for the memories darling but whether we'll be friends still, that's another question. You said,"Friends forever." But then, forever is over. Miss the awesome times we had, just wanna rewind, sit down and talk like we did. I'll treasure son, like I always did :) But what if I need you?
 I LOVE JASON! Weird feelings? Maybe I'll no longer have them. But why ain't I happy that I'm free from all these torture? 1 year. I've had enough. I should be happy. I should.I'm glad, I could talk to you as per normal yesterday. Yes, and very normal in fact. Tiring day. We'll do better tomorrow! I don't wanna break down and cry again. But what if I need you baby? Would you even try to save me? Or would you find some lame excuse, to never be true? What if I said I loved you? Would you be the one to run to? Or would you watch me walk away without a fight? Psh. I try to call again, I get your mailbox, like a letter left unread.
Just one more day of 7 periods of HCL, and we'll have fun for a while before DDay comes (Well, at least it is DDay for me)Looking for a job now, I'll just consider whatever I think I don't mind working and email them my details. It's just quite screwed that I'm on a tight schedule and it doesn't help that I'd be overseas for 8 days. Anyway, at the end of the day, it's still Huiying that gives me the answers that I need, like questioning me what I really want and stuff. At this point of time, in this state of mind, I really don't know. But if I were to go by what I feel is right or wrong, the answer is already there. Nobody knows what lies in the future but I don't wanna take the risk in something that I've got no confidence in and end up losing everything next time. Piano lessons got cancelled tonight. I'm playing 'River Flows In You', really addictive! Looking forward to many events. I hope they won't get screwed up. Seriously. Just take your time, we'll stop the clock together.
It's a sad night. The whole town's in depression.Do we understand the true meaning of 'fidelity'? Do we know when we're doing things way to overboard? Do we enjoy being misunderstood? That sums up today. Pizza Hut and Starbucks with Hito :) Caramel Frappe. I still love Coffee Bean :D System overload. Swallow the words that I was meant to say. D'you love me? D'you love me?
Abracadabra MV Abracadabra Dance Version Gosh, darn addicted to this song. Plus Ga-In is so hot.  Webcamming with iCandy till 4.30 in the morning ♥ Ok, now that I'm tired, I know I shouldn't be sleeping. There's no time left. God. Tomorrow is coming~ (Heck 7 periods of HCL) It's only the real world, a life you will never know.
Hito Fan Club outing yesterday ^^! JOIN HITOSHI LEE'S FAN CLUB TODAY!! ♥♥Watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 3D with Hito, Dansen and D's friend (I forgot her name, Alicia/Felicia? :O) yesterday! First time watching 3D, don't know if it's good or bad but I know I was a little giddy. But nevermind, FOOOOOOD :D Excited much, even though I said that something looks like a ______ darn loudly :D Crashed Yamaha twice! Dine with Apple, Valerie and Hito at Just Acia! Picture credits: Apollonia Hannah Hinds aka Apple :D  Foodmon and Furrymon ♥  :D  Valerie and her new BF :D  Scenario by Hito Icecream: *sits innocently in the spoon*Huien: OI! YOU NOT HAPPY AH?! Icecream: ._. Huien: IN YOU GO! KTHXBYE! *omnomnom*   Only me eats spaghetti with chopsticks. Actually no, I kindly gave Apple my fork :D  Valerie omnomnom-ing  Hito and   Valerie and Apple (Innocent VS Horny/Pervertic)   Shy :$  With Apple  WE MET HITO!!! -SCREAMS  Queuing up for toilet...   Valerie sexy + cute pose! Ok, thank god we didn't drink at Star Ok, meeting today was useless boring and OMFGIDK. Seriously. I can't make my own decisions, or make any with precision.
  And bowling today, was mostly cleaning of drains D: "___ crumpling your Crumpler o.o" Join the Hitoshi Lee fanclub today! Created by dear Apple! Gonna watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 3D tomorrow! Everyone says it's not as good but hmm, I really wanna see food in my face eh? :D Furrymon ♥ 몇 번을 넘어져도 일어서 갈 테지
So strong, yet so fragile.But it's not like we are able to do things the guys' way. Or kiss and makeup. Let nature takes its course? Time will heal all wounds? We never really know. We never meant for all these to happen. It will all get better in time. That's the price you pay for your mistakes.
Maybe then, I know what it's like to feel maligned.Maybe friendships weren't meant to last. Maybe people were meant to walk right in and out of your life. Maybe I had too much hope in people. And then again, I just get hurt all over. Disappointments time and again. Maybe I confided too much in you. But I don't regret it. Maybe you don't know how much you disappointed me when certain things had to happen. I used to really admire the way you were strong about the beliefs you had, when you wanted to do something, you would. But then everything came crashing down. I felt like my hero, wasn't all that perfect anymore. Maybe I just had higher expectations of you because I felt like I was the closest to you. Nobody was meant to be perfect. I knew it was me all along anyway. Just that I didn't get the whole backstabbing part. It s'okay. I don't need people to feel sorry for me. I'll just deal with my own pain. Even if anything bad happens, it's just my karma. I hate myself for being so trusting again. I still love you, my friend. But it's no use. myhotcaffeine Thanks a lot dear :) Love is something that you need, it's just like water to the trees.
She didn't even try and I was blown away I can't help my attraction, It's a chemical reaction and It's here to stay Love is something that you need, It's just like water to the trees Only want it more and more And in a sick society it's like A healing melody But now she's out the door Hello goodbye is all she said, But she won't seem to leave my head I'm so tired of the, so tired of the rainy days, I'm so tired of the rainy days For a second it was there, I sat down in my chair and Tried to figure out Something clever I could say About the weather, how's your day, What's your book about? I've got nothing left to lose Why do I always seem to choose to Let it pass me by, all by I just go on with the day, I've got so much I want to say And I'm just asking why Hello goodbye is all she said, But she won't seem to leave my head I'm so tired of the, So tired of the rainy days, I'm so tired of the rainy days Maybe I'll see her on another day, When the moon and stars Finally have their way, In the meantime I'll be wondering why why, why Hello goodbye is all she said, But she won't seem to leave my head I'm so tired of the, So tired of the rainy days, I'm so tired of the rainy days Oh the rainy days, I'm so tired of the rainy days, So tired of the rainy days, No no no more rainy days Freedom has arrived. But it wasn't as sweet as I thought. May have been quite high today but the feeling wasn't as good as expected. Nevertheless, it was still fun :) Photos of Sakae have been uploaded on FB. And I can't believe I actually said I wanted to play Farmville. The adding of neighbours part almost killed me and I gave up after adding 6/7 neighbours. Blocked all Farmville notifications! So no more people helping 5 farmers! No more adoption of ugly ducklings and whatever! Am gonna rock while playing JamLegend. Though I suck really badly for now. Playing now with Hito and friends. Apple, reminds me of Siangyee for some reason! Just damn cute! Sigh, I miss godfamily! I'm happy :D (I don't wanna eat sashimi anymore!) And it's Ahma's first time on Sky Train! Don't laugh ah!   Deborah cheater-buggy!
Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror.
.jpg) I know this is bloody act cute, but this just means a lot to me 1 year. It's probably my longest record. I don't know how I've actually had the energy to continue doing this. Maybe I've grown stronger, maybe I've not. I still feel sad whenever I see it. I think of you all the time and you probably don't know it. I hoped that that would form a special connection but you won't see it. Finally, I'm able to stop listening to your song, but then again, I'll find other lyrics to describe my feelings and at the end of the day, I'm back to square one. I've taken the wrong steps again and over again. I know I shouldn't be hoping for anything and maybe I don't hope for much anymore. Sometimes I feel that I've been thinking too much and too far, is it even normal to think about Death? And I hope that, whatever I've told to that other someone, it'll be something, that you will never find out, forever. ♥ Sometimes I don't understand why I like homecooked food so much, even though it's not exactly the best tasting food ever. It's like there's this feeling of warmth, and satisfaction, that you're home? Or maybe I was just really hungry. I think I'm pretty disappointed with HCL, Geog and Chem. And it doesn't really help that I'm falling sick at the wrong time. First day of exams, sniffing away and really bad sore throat. Second day, sniffing even more and coughing a little. Third day, nose is flowing like an endless tap and coughing like a bitch. It's kinda distracting and I think it probably annoys the whole class as well or something. Got kind of emotional during Chinese zuowen. Feel like crying everytime I'm sick. Like your head starts to whirl, and then your eyes start to hurt, and you just want to let the tears flow. I was thinking hard about what to write, and then I had many flashbacks of the past, and I just felt really bad. Went home feeling quite upset, and I think I don't deserve all the good treatment I've been getting these few days. Bro going downstairs to help me buy AAA batteries for my calculators and dictionary. Bro buying Panadol Flu MAX for me. Mum and Dad going to KLP to buy this almond drink to help relief my cough. Sad, a horrible pang of guilt just swept over me, and I guess I was pretty quiet the whole night. I didn't even whine because I didn't get to eat the Tiramisu cake. And it's amazing how those salted eggs for lunch could cheer me up today. As much as I don't like myself in the past, I miss the old days, whereby Mum, Bro and I would always feast on salted eggs once every few weeks. Bro and I would always fight tooth and nail for the biggest egg and he would always take the one with the most egg white and I'd take the one with the most egg yolk. It's amazing how something so small could actually be so satisfying. It's like, a mere salted egg, is good enough to brighten up one's day, and it means a lot. And now, even getting a new phone or whatever, is not enough. Sometimes I really love kids for their innocence, their ability to be easily satisfied and happy, but I dislike them for being very irritating at times. Will take a trip to the doctor's later. 4 papers down, 3 more to go! FIGHTING! P.S. I really shouldn't have reserved the salted egg for the last. I almost died! x_x But yummy nevertheless. P.P.S. Just a little more to outing, class chalet, PEA, Hainan World Conference, Hainan Island trip. I really am looking forward to all of these. P.P.P.S. Brand New Eyes is bloody awesome. |
