That's the price you pay for your mistakes.
Maybe then, I know what it's like to feel maligned.

Maybe friendships weren't meant to last.

Maybe people were meant to walk right in and out of your life.

Maybe I had too much hope in people. And then again, I just get hurt all over. Disappointments time and again. Maybe I confided too much in you. But I don't regret it.

Maybe you don't know how much you disappointed me when certain things had to happen. I used to really admire the way you were strong about the beliefs you had, when you wanted to do something, you would.

But then everything came crashing down. I felt like my hero, wasn't all that perfect anymore.

Maybe I just had higher expectations of you because I felt like I was the closest to you.

Nobody was meant to be perfect.

I knew it was me all along anyway. Just that I didn't get the whole backstabbing part.

It s'okay. I don't need people to feel sorry for me. I'll just deal with my own pain.

Even if anything bad happens, it's just my karma.

I hate myself for being so trusting again.

I still love you, my friend.
But it's no use.

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Lazying around in bed. And I hope @Sketchoflove feels better soon. (: I'll always be here for you alright.

Thanks a lot dear :)